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Are you calling me a Sinner?

I look at the mirror and watches Jin's reflection as he fixes my collar. Jin brushes my shoulders and then moves down to my sleeves to fix them too. I was in a light blue dress shirt.

I want Jin to come with me but I know that's not possible. "I should just stay home with you." Jin looks up at me puzzled.

"Why would you do that?" Jin asks with worried eyes. I caress Jin's cheek, my thumb wiping the part under his eye.

"I don't want to go. I just want to stay home with you." Jin brings his hand up to my hand and moves it.

"You should go. If Jimin is going, you should go," Jin tells me. I stay silent as he brushes my bangs. Jimin. I haven't had a real conversation with him in a while. We're still known as a couple to the public though.

Jin sends me to the door. "I'll see you later. Have fun." He closes the door but I stop it with my foot.

"If anything happens, call me. Ok?" I tell him. He puts on a small smile and nods. I smile back a little as I remove my foot. He closes the door all the way now. Jin still hasn't completely been back to the same Jin as he used to be around me.

But I know, it takes time. I have to do something to make him know that I do love him and not Jimin. Though I realized my feelings late.

First thing is to break up with Jimin.

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The party was in a big house. It didn't take long until Jimin saw me. He quickly ran to me and looped an arm around mine. "I though you wouldn't be coming," he said to me as he smiled to people we were passing by.

We went into the house. It was a Welcome Party for a friend of Jimin's. Jimin grabs a drink on a table and sips it as I look around. There were bright lights hanging. The floor was shining.

"Jimin!" Jimin and I look towards the voice. A woman in a knee length dress comes to us. The dress was blue and had ruffles on the bottom half.

"Sohee. So nice to see you," Jimin says. This party must be for that girl. "Sohee, this is Jungkook. Jungkook, this is Sohee," Jimin introduces us. We greet each other. Jimin and Sohee starts talking about something but I don't really hear them as I see someone familiar.

"Excuse me for a bit," I whisper into Jimin's ear. He seems annoyed but let's me go. I grab a drink as I walk to the person.

"Care for a drink," I ask the person. He turns around and looks shocked to see me.

"Jungkook. I didn't know you'd be here." He takes the drink as I continue to talk.

"I didn't think you'd be here either, Namjoon. I haven't seen you around lately," I say trying to remember the last time I saw him. He looks a bit off too but sips the drink casually.

"I just have stuff to do these days," he says to me. I nod as he glances behind me. "Did Jimin come with you?"

"Yeah, he's talking to Sohee." I look behind me to see them still talking. "By the way, how are you connected to Sohee?"

"Friend of a friend you can say. You're probably here because of Jimin right?" I was about to answer when I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Who are you talking to?" I turn to see Jimin. He looks over my shoulder and his eyes widen but goes back to normal quick. "Hi, Namjoon," I hear him say as Namjoon walks up next to us.

"Hi, Jimin." The two seem to stare at each other with a feeling I can't describe. My eyes flicker to Namjoon than back at Jimin. It felt like I wasn't even there. I clear my throat to get the two's attention.