Forever||Janthony *Completed*

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~Jadees letter~
Dear whoever is reading this,
Okay, first let's be honest, Im dead already and Im not aware of who reads this so that first thing was necessary.

So, I had failed to explain some things in my previous letter. For example, My first friend, my first enemy, Gabrielle Evans.

I suppose you are wondering how was she my first friend?

I had met her in Kindergarten. She was the only one nice to me and so we became best friends.

But then she went behind my back and she became my first enemy.

I wasnt liked that much when I was a child. All the rumors started because of Gabrielle. Vodka was always there for me when no one was.

The only time I had been loved and taken care of was when I was a baby. But by the time I knew all the basics I was left on my own.

When I was depressed the only thing my family would say was "Its just a phase" even though it was serious.

Fred Rick, my dad friend, was the doctor who had told me I had depression and he diagnosed me with all my alcoholic symptoms.

He was like a dad to me and was there when no one was.

But remember, Once I was also a normal child, but normal dosent mean happy, I was a different person in my past.

I wasnt good at school and I was really childish. I didn't act my age. It was all due to dementia.

My father was strict and abusive while my mother was just overall careless. My siblings had their own thing to do and never had time for me.

How did I get away with such thing? I would sneak downstairs and get some. My parents weren't home anyways.

It actually surprises me, for the 3 years I lived with Fleur she had never noticed my addiction and whenever I had problems id drown myself in vodka.

Most of the time id act normal even though I knew I was sick, I knew I had cancer and I knew I was going to die at a young age.

Is 23 young?

Not sure but still, It probably took you too much courage to go into my room and find this letter, mightve took you a month though.

Remember all the good times we've had? The 14 years of out friendship gone to waste I might say.

Actually no, thats too depressing. Sorry! But my death was bound to happen, Were all slowly dying anyways. Okay sorry too depressing but isn't my own life just depressing?

Okay Ishy needs to fix the fourth wall.

But anyways, every single moment I've had with all of you is treasured in my heart. From the day we met to every single argument we've had.

Memories too precious to lose.

Dont let my death be a burden to you, live your lives and don't let the jump rope girl get you in Baldis basics.

Some people are just destined to not have their happily ever after.

I love you all so much.

That girl who's dead
~J. Zvahl

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More detailed explanation!

I was quite bored during school so I wrote this then my friend Jimmy read it and he called me a murderer because I killed off a character.

He also called me a psychopath.

I say that isnt true.

I've just lost most of my sanity.

Welp. Sayonara!