Let Go || BTS x READER [COMPLETE]

9. Try

"I was 10 years old when this happened. I left home after finding out about the news and due to my height, I was able to find a part time job. I skipped a year of school and enrolled only the next school year." I had stopped crying already, and they were still paying attention.

I guess trusting them wasn't so bad. I guess, I just really needed someone to talk to, someone who would listen to me.

They look like they care so much about me and I guess I could open up to them more. I'm pretty sure I wouldn't do it in school though.

I feel strange, I only started to talk to them 3 days ago and I'm already telling them about my life. I shouldn't be trusting them. I'm not supposed to get attached to them. I can't get close to them, or I'll just hurt. I feel stupid. I've let my guard down, again. What are they doing to me?!

"I left my home, my sister, and my brother. And when the two men came, they threatened to kill her (my sister) and I know I left them but I don't want them to die. I don't want to be the reason they die." I looked at them, my eyes puffy and my hand trembling.

"Don't tell anyone about this. You're the first ever people to know about this and if you do, I'll make sure that you will regret everything."

They suddenly flinched at my sudden change of attitude, while I stood up to grab more water. After I had my drink, I looked at them and they were all dazed out. I rolled my eyes and yelled.

"Yah! Are we practicing or not?!" They all stood up in attention and jogged/ran towards me and the others to the speakers. "Lets do this! I want to be able to sort this dance out today so I could practice."

"You know (y/n), you really could trust us. You can talk to us like we're your mother or something. Also, about your tuition... I think one of our parents would be will to pay for yours... its only a semester right?" SeokJin stated. I hated getting pitied by others, but I didn't hear or see even a slight tone or look of pity from him.

"No. I'll sort everything out myself. Thank you... I guess, for the effort of listening to me." He went closer and swung his arms to the side signaling a hug. "Sorry but stay the fuck away from me, thank you."

He flinched away, walking to the others. Jimin and Hoseok had started to recall the dance to teach us while me and SeokJin walked towards them.

To be frank, I feel relieved telling them everything. It was like bring everything out, my feelings my problems and shit. I'm not even sure if I should really trust them.

I'll try.
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