BTS 8th Member

Hate

Author's Note:

a super short chapter about jae's experience with hate.

BTW THERE WILL BE A PART 2 TO THIS! (and trust me the chapters will get longer)

auiwrghaiwrugarw don't hate me for this sad af series (i'm thinking like 3 parts?)

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"She's a slut, she lives and hangs out with 7 boys. She's obviously banging them."

"Not even talented. She's just mooching off of the other boys' fame."

"Jae? I only know the 7 boys."

"A girl doesn't belong in a boy group."

"Bulletproof BOY Scouts. Not bulletproof boy scouts plus a girl."

"She can't sing. She can't dance. She can't rap. She doesn't even look good."

"Why did they even add her to the group? She's only dragging them down."

"Going to the fanmeet in hopes of finding a way to kill that extra unnecessary girl."

"She should just kill herself."

"I hate her."

Jae felt lost. She read the comments, one by one, until a full hour had passed of her just staring at her phone, scrolling through all the hate coming her way. She got up and left her room, pretending to just wake up from the nap she told the boys she was going to be taking.

Dressed in leggings, a sweatshirt, and basic Converse, she slipped out of the dorm. She put her hood up and walked towards the nearby river. The late afternoon was turning to evening as she finally neared the rushing water.

She stepped down closer and closer until her feet were just touching the water and she was still able to sit on the bank. She had taken her shoes off and was soaking her feet in the rapidly moving water. Her phone rang, but she didn't hear it. All she heard were the death threats and hate comments.

She turned her location off, muted her phone, and shut it down before placing it inside her shoe and laying on her back, staring at the slowly appearing stars as she thought about the words that clouded her mind.

A Few Hours Later...

Jae walked back into the dorm, shivering from the cold outside. She took her shoes off and headed towards her studio, hood still on her head.

"Where have you been?" Jin asked as he appeared from the kitchen. Jae forced a casual look onto her face as she turned towards him.

"I went on a really long walk for some inspiration for that next song." she said as she plastered a fake smile onto her face.

"Oh, ok. Did you find what you were looking for?"

"Eh. I don't know yet. I have a few ideas. We'll see." The lie slipped out of her mouth easily, too easily. She left, and finally punched in the code before entering her studio and flipping the lights on. She stepped inside and locked the door, observing the equipment, the paper strewed everywhere,  the unmade bed, and the clothes hanging off of her chair. She cleaned up in silence before sitting down and logging on to her system.

She quickly turned off the 3 cameras she had set up in her studio and then went the extra measure and moved around, disconnecting all the wires for the devices. It was then that she let loose, falling onto the bed and crying herself to sleep.