About the boy who was in love with his bully, untill one flower changed everything
❗️Trigger warning: Cursing, bullying, self harm and (homophobic) slurs in this book❗️
Today i'm meeting Louis at his place. I'm very nervous because i'm going to tell him how i feel and i know he's going to bully me, tell everyone and never actually talk to me again, but i fell way too hard for him to keep this a secret. I need to wear something that makes me look good but not too fancy. I'm going with a white and blue striped oversized sweater so i can make sweater paws to cover up my face whenever i'm blushing. (A/Nthepicturecomeslater)with that i wear black skinny jeans and timberland boots. My hair in some kind of quiff. I'm brushing my teeth for 10 minutes straight and i chug a package of gum. No just kidding. I take two out of the package. I almost forgot my deodorant. I'm so nervous it's not healthy anymore. I only need to wait 30 minutes before i can leave but i feel like it takes 10 hours. As soon as it's time i run to my bike, tripping over the clothes and bag in my room, almost falling down the stairs because my legs weren't working and taking 2 minutes at the door because i can't keep my hand straight. Okay i'm gay as hell but that has nothing to do with my hand. How did Calum not figure out that i'm gay? No time to think about that. I unlocked my bike and on my way to Louis' house. I knocked hoping Louis didn't forget that he's coming over. Louis opened the door with his t-shirt half covering his chest, revealing his abs. I could feel that I was madly blushing and i used my sweater paws to cover it up. "H-Hii Louis" I hesitantly said. "Come in! I just woke up because i slept through my alarm" Louis said as he's pulling down his t-shirt, chuckling at his own stupid action. I think he's very cute when he's chuckling, but i also think he's cute when he isn't doing anything. They went up to his room. Sitting down on his bed, Louis asked "You wanted to talk, right?" waking me up from my daydream about him and his perfect face. "Yeahh, u-uhm i.. don't really k-know where to st-start." Why is talking to him so hard? "Please don't get mad or anything." Okay that was an improvement. "Go on" Louis said, being the impatient person he is. I takena deep breath. "I'm gay" I quitly said. Louis looked kind off surprised, but not that much, like he already knew. "You know I expected that" the shorter boy said as he came closer to Harry, their tights touching eachother. "Wait i-i'm not finished" i said. "I think i'm in love with you. God no i know i'm in love with y-" Louis didn't give me the chance to finish my confusing confession as our lips touched, slowly, but perfectly moving. Louis put his hands on my hips as i crossed mine behind his neck. I allowed his tongue in my mouth, slowly moving circkles around mine. He tasted like cookie dough. I slowly pulled back and my head was so red it made Louis chuckle, even though his was probably more red than mine. "Harry Styles, i have waited for this moment for two months. Will you be my boyfriend?" I nod my head as fast as i can and it made Louis laugh, pressing a kiss against my lips and then hugging me, burying his face in my neck. I felt his hot breathing brushing against my neck. "I love you" "i love you too". Then all of a sudden he jumped up, pulling my sleeve. "Where are we going?" I asked as Louis pulled me by the hand. He took his keys and we walked, holding hands and fingers entwined. We walked for 5 minutes untill we came by a field with beautiful wildflowers. I ran through the field, not noticing it went downhill. I slipped and fell backwards. Louis came running up to me with a worried look on his face, while i'm dying of laughter, half covering my face with my sweater paws. Louis was taking out his phone, but i was too busy laughing to notice. He took a picture and he set it as his new home screen right away⬇️
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He blushed as he looked at the picture and i thought it was really cute. After that we sat in the field. We talked, laughed and kissed a lot but i didn't mind, because i loved this boy.
