Voltron Oneshots

I'm not Trans

7 years ago

Lance's POV
"Morning mamma" my little 4 year old child says to me as he a waddles into the room.

"Hello baby, wow your all ready aren't you" I say picking up my little boy, causing him to giggle.

"What's dis fing" he says pointing at the new binder I just recently put on.

"Oh..this. It helps mamma to feel better" I try to explain to him in the most easy way to make understand. Because in reality it isn't easy to explain. I place him on the ground and he runs down stairs.

Thing is, I've had little Caspian ever since that one night I walked home late from school, a man cornered me and proceeded to...you know. I didn't tell my mum until she caught me throwing up in the toilet, by that time I was already showing a bit around my abdomen. I told her everything, and to my surprise she didn't hate me, instead she asked me if I wanted to keep it or not. I couldn't bring myself to get rid of it and so 5 months later I had a little baby boy in my arms.

Recently I cut my hair short and got myself a binder to wear, now I'm not transgender but it just made me feel better and made me feel safer in my own body, like I wasn't going to get raped just for walking out of the house.

Today I am going to The Garrison to start my schooling there I have everything packed ready to go, the only thing I have to do now say goodbye to my family. I walk downstairs to see my baby boy standing by my bags, man I am going to miss him so much.

"Are you ready to go?" my mum says coming back into the house with the car keys in hand.

"Yeah, just gotta day goodbye to Caspian."

"Hey kiddo" I say. I can feel tears forming in my eyes.

"Mamma, don go" he says with tears already streaming down his face.

"It's ok, I'm not going forever just for a little and abuela is going to be looking after you" I say giving him the biggest hug ever.

"Ok....bye bye" he gives me a little wave.

——— Present Day ———

I am walking down the hallway towards my room with a sad look on my face. 'I didn't know I would never see him again'

As I am walking my binder begins to hurt really bad, I've hardly ever been able to take it off because the team thinks that I am a guy. But you know what, I am sick of wearing these clothes and this binder, I just want to back to wearing dresses and bras, 'oh I would kill for a bra right now.'

I walk into my room and immediately take off my clothes and binder, I feel so free. I walk into my bathroom not bothering to put a shirt on because it's my bedroom. Big mistake because when I come out of the bathroom my whole team including Allura and Coran are standing there. 'Oh shit'
They all turn round or cover their eyes instantly and I put on a shirt.

"Guys look I can explain..." I say, my voice is slightly waivering.

"You don't have to explain Lance it's ok to be trans." Pidge says with confidence.

"But that's the thing I'm not trans."

"Then why else would you have short hair, wear a binder and flirt with every girl." Keith says sceptically.

"Because....."

——————

I tell them absolutely everything about my real life, not the fake one that I have show them before. After I told them they did something I didn't expect, they hugged me.

"Lance it's ok" Allura says

"We love you no matter what" Shiro says, such a dad thing to say.

"Wait you didn't tell us you real name" Hunk says with realisation. 'Oh shoot he's right, I didn't'

"Lilani"