Rickian

Why? Chapter 4

Kian pov:

Ricky: Kian I meant what I said. Whenever I confessed to you, I didn't mention that I have a crush on you and ithinkiloveyou.

My pulse sped up as he basically confessed his love to me.

Kian: Wait, I must be hearing wrong. What did you say?

Ricky: I love you, Kian. I've loved you ever since the moment I met you and I knew you were dating Andrea and that broke my heart. We need to tell the fans and the guys and I don't want to. But we have to and I hope we can do it together because I love you and everything would be easier if we did. I love you, Kian Lawley. And I wouldn't have it any other way.

I was speechless. He said he loved me. I love him too.

Kian: Ricky, I lo-

Just then, Jc ran in the room, panicking.

Jc: Guys, Connor's in the hospital.

Ricky: Wait, what the fuck happened!

Jc: I found him in the pool. He wasn't breathing when the ambulance came.

Kian: Holy shit.

We all got into the car and drove to the hospital. We were all pretty nervous about whether our best friend was dead or not. We all went up to the front desk.

Jc: Hello, we're here for Connor Franta. Is there any update?

Nurse: You'll have to wait. I'm not exactly sure how he's doing. I'll check for an update.

Just then, Ricky started crying. I went over to comfort him. I rubbed his back and cried with him. This was all way to much for him. He can't handle stress very well. And, soon enough, he was crying on my shoulder while I held him in my arms. I shushed him and soon, he was fast asleep in my arms. I felt my own self starting to get drowsy, and I let sleep take me.

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Ricky pov:

I woke up with Kian's arms wrapped around me, just like I dreamed. Except it was worse this time, we were In a hospital, waiting on an update if our best friend died or not.

Nurse: Justin Caylen, Ricky Dillon, and Kian Lawley?

Jc and I jumped up and I realized that Kian was asleep. I quickly woke him up.

Nurse: What are your relations to Connor?

Ricky: Well, were all his best friends and were his roommates.

Nurse: Okay, thank you!

The nurse was checking Ricky out. She looked him up and down and then left. I made a disgusted sound. Then, we went into Connor's room to see our fate.