Rickian

Confused- chapter 8

jc pov:

Sam: God, Jc! You realize I love Lia! You're breaking her heart by doing this. You need to break up with her or not date Connor. Your choice, buddy!

He walks away angrily, leaving me sitting on the floor, more confused then ever. He loves Lia? He could've told me before, it's not like I would've cared. Lia and I lost the spark a while ago. Whatever. I need to go back to Connor.

I walk back into the hospital room to get out of the confusing situation and to see Connor.

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Kian pov:

Connor: Guys, the fans are probably really confused. We should make a video explaining what happened.

Ricky: But Connor, none of us actually know what happened. Like, how did you end up face down in a pool. None of us know.

Connor looked really nervous to say what he was about to say.

Connor: Well, the reason I was in the pool was because I tried to.. kill myself.

He was crying, as well as the rest of us.

Jc: Connor, why?

Connor: I have been depressed for about six months now, and it all became too much. I was deciding whether or not to quit YouTube, but then, I decided it was easier to just... go.

All of us were sobbing by now. All of our hearts were broken. What would we tell all of our friends and fans? Sorry, we haven't been on all week because Connor tried to kill himself? No. It would break their hearts.

Kian: Connor, when exactly were y-you going to t-tell this to us?

Connor: I planned on never telling you guys. I knew this would happen.

Ricky: We have to make the video. I'll go get my camera and film for us.

Kian: I'll come with.

Ricky and I go into his car and go to the house. As Ricky is packing his tripod into the car, I turn him around and kiss him, just to hear a gasp from a few fans on the side of the road. We walk over to them.

Ricky: Hi guys.

Fan girl: Are you guys dating?!

Ricky: Yes, but don't tell anyone. Please. We need some time before we come out.

They all nod their heads frantically and run off.

Kian: Close one.

We kiss again.

Ricky: I love you, Kian, so very much.

I feel him smile into the kiss and I do just the same.

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A/n

Not the best chapter, but I tried. I have some other chapters written up, but I'm gonna make you wait! heuehuehuehbfjdjsjsk