"great" I smiled at my brother "invite her in and send her to my room please"
He walked out, and a minute later I sat there, whilst she was tapping on the floor with her foot nervously.
"you okay?"
"I'm breaking up with you"
"well I'm not surprised." I laughed at her sarcastically.
"I started dating someone else a week ago"
"what? No no no, you know what? Get out. NOW. OUT."
"wait let me explain-"
"I DON'T CARE, AND GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE, I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR GODDAMN FACE AGAIN."
"no. let me explain." she forced.
"NO AND GET THE FUCK OUT" I yelled. She looked at me for a moment. She was surprised. "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE, GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE, AND I HOPE YOU GET THE FUCK OUT OF TOWN TOO."
"NO I WON'T UNTIL YOU LET ME EXPLAIN."
"get out before I punch you in the face." I ended up slapping her. Then she went home or something. I don't know, and I still don't care.
"what the hell was that?" Ian came into the room.
"exactly what you've said. Hell."
"whoa whoa whoa what happened?"
"she cheated and now broke up" my voice cracked, and I was nearly crying.
"aaah, I'm so sorry" he said and hugged me. I held him tight.
"don't be. And I need some time, would you mind leaving me alone for a few hours?"
"after all what happened" he poked me on my arm "no." he finished.
"great" I sighed.
"but I'll go for some food. I'll be quick." he kissed my forehead, and stood up. "you still like s'mores right?"
"yeah I think so" I said holding back my tears. I hated to cry in front of people. He closed my door and I started crying as silently as humanly possible.
Someone knocked on my door 10 minutes later.
"come in" I said silently.
"hi..." Anthony stood in the doorway. "what happened?"
"everything?" I said weeping again, and nearly crying.
"hey hey hey" he shut the door and run up to me. I looked at him for a moment, but in the next, his arms were wrapped around me, one hand on my back and one on my head, trying to ease the pain in my chest.
This made me cry a bit more. "sssh, everything's gonna be fine."
"how do you know that Mr. smartypants? I'd bet my ass that you haven't been dumped."
"why do you think such things? I have been dumped not even once"
"because who in the goddamn world would dump you, like seriously, they need to go and get eye-surgery" oh way to go me, I know how to make myself cringe for months and feel awkward. He glanced at me weirdly. "oh Jesus Christ I meant that you are hot as fuck okay?" I said. He laughed.
"nah I'm not that hot."
"yes you are, end of argument"
"thanks" his cheeks went redder than the usual.
"Leeann" we both heard Ian's yell, and it meant that a) no hugging, b) food's here and c) we should gtfo of the room.
"coming" I yelled, and I looked at Anthony who was obviously misunderstanding the whole thing.
He was dying of laughter. "oh for the love of god" I shook my head.
"sorry, just, I mean, this is funny as fuck."
Ian brought me B&J's (ben and jerry's), and other stuff.
I thanked him, and went back to my bed.
I ate half of it, and put it back into the freezer.
Then I fell asleep, but I woke up at 10 PM.
I went for a quick shower, and brushed my teeth.
I quickly ran into my room, where I almost threw my towel away, but lucky me, I looked around first and saw Anthony sitting on my bed, reading something.
"what are you doing here?" I asked gripping my towel.
"I just wanted to talk"
"a sec, sorry"
I opened my other wardrobe, pulled a tee and my panties out, jumped into the other wardrobe, got dressed and jumped out.
He tried to be not so upfront when he checked me out, but yeah, I noticed it.
Man instincts. "so what do you want to talk about?"
"this whole thing, especially that you left this" he raised my notebook up "on your bed again."
"I don't even care anymore about that"
"it is good tho." he put it down. He was trying to fuck around, but this time I did not care. "you're still fucked up" I didn't answer. "because I actually read it and you don't care." he went on and on. And then he leaned a bit to the left and tried to look at me.
My eyes were watery, I was staring in front of myself, and that was the moment when he decided to hug me. "everything's gonna be okay." he said. I heard my door being opened.
"everything's okay?" I felt his nod when his jaw touched my shoulder twice. "I'm off to sleep just sayin" my brother said and closed the door.
"that bitch is worthless, believe me."
"yeah, I realized that"
Me and Anthony were close friends, although we've barely seen each other through the years.
"my arms are numb"
"oh sorry" I let him go and l laid down on the bed.
"sorry that I'm asking this but did you actually lose your thing with her?"
"I don't think so."
"so you still have it."
"nah"
"what?" he looked at me.
"I'm an overly manly girl"
"oh jesus" he looked at me with a creeped out face.
"you were the one asking it" I shrugged my shoulders.
"the point is that you don't have those sorts of bigger regrets." I nodded.
I sort of looked at his eyes but he looked into mine and I immediately looked somewhere else.
He hugged me again and then he gave me a kiss on my cheek. Then let me go.
I blushed. I never blush but I did this time.
"thank you" I said, and hugged him. I also gave him a kiss on the cheek, but it was way too slow.
That was when I kissed him.
Not on the cheeks.
On the lips.
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Shut up (SMOSH fanfic)
FanfictionWhat happens if a 5-year-old girl's mom hangs herself, and the only thing she has is the next door neighbour? Warning: IT CONTAINS SELF HARMING, DEPRESSION, AND SEXUALITY AND ALSO I hope it is not offensive to people like me, I don't mean to offend...