"I know Jahseh, but I kept telling him I was taken, and he was pressuring me to give me his phone number." I said as I put a small band-aid above his eyebrow.
I started playing with his hair while he was on his phone and i took my hair bow from my wrist and put a little bit of his hair up.
"You should let me braid your hair one day" I said.
"One day" he chuckled a little
"What are you doing on that damn phone"
"None of your business ma" he whined
I was enjoying my time while playing with Jahseh hair but it was interrupted by a knock at the door.
"You expecting someone?" Jah asks, I shook my head no and I walked over to open the door revealing a girl that looked, older and prettier then me.
"Is Jahseh here?" She asked with an attitude. I was so confused.
"Um yeah," I said she pushed her way in my apartment and I can see regret was written all over Jah's face.
"Jah, we need to talk" she said to him.
"Vro how did you even get here-"
"JAY I PROMISE X DIDNT CHEAT-" ski said cutting in Jahseh's sentence. What is going on,
I watched as x face palmed and ski was looking like the person that was sipping all the tea.
"SOMEONE TELL ME WHATS GOING ON." I screamed in a serious tone. The turned around and looked at me and kept mugging me.
"Jahseh is the daddy to my baby bitch." She said. I felt my heart shatter and I looked at x as my eyes watered. He was just looking down.
"How do you know it's even his?" Ski said.
"He's the last one I had sex with and I took a test and it was positive." She said
"Wait when was the last time you guys had sex?" I asked trying to connect the dots.
"Like, ion know a few weeks ago" she said while shrugging.
"You cheated? you cheated on me?!" I walked over to him and and tried looking at him eye to eye. This nigga got me fucked up.
"What the hell bro?" I said as he looked everywhere except at me. I turned and looked at ski "ski you better tell me the fuckinn truth when I ask this. Did Jahseh cheat on me?" I asked sternly he was about to answer before the girl cut him of.
"Um, duh, I just told you. It's positive" she said while giving a devilish smile.
I looked back at Jahseh and he was already crying like me.
"what? Are you kidding me? We been together this entire time, is this where you're going to when we fight? You go to sneak off other girls? I didn't do nothing but love you! And cherish every moment with you, even the ones where we just sit and talk, The little thing s matter!" He never cared for me. He never loved me. This isn't love.
I was so angry I just had to spill everything out. "Just to look at you matters bro! Just to smell you when I get a chance bro! Even when I give you a hug! When I hug you I feel like there's nothing else their, I feel like I'm floating, okay!? When you kiss me I feel like nothing else can hurt me! Even when you stand next to me!" I was so done with him, he always chases for his own needs I'm done with everything.
"Everyone get the fuck out my apartment. And me and you are over" I told him.
"Jay please let me explain-"
"I DONT WANT YOU TO BITCH, GET OUT" they all left and I closed the door behind ski since he was the last one out.
I never felt so weak, so numb, so hurt. I fell on my knees and started crying on my hard wooden floor alone.
~{Time skip}~
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"Please stop it chloe." I sighed while eating my Pringles.
"He is a man whore. You know it" she said making more angry. I threw the Pringles can at the wall which made a dint.
"He's my night and shining armor" I said while I wiped my tears,
"He cheated jay, you can't go back to him. If he done it once he'll do it again" Chloe said trying to comfort me.
"Hey I have a idea, let's go to the club tonight! Let's find you someone new!!"
"I planned on watching Adventure Time with my honey bun" honey bun was my secret nickname for ski. I forgave him, but I need his loyalty as a best friend back.
"Oh come onnnn" she whined playing with my hair. We were goin Back and forth until I felt my phone buzz and seen it was a notification from Jahseh. I still had his contact name in my phone ugh. But I don't wanna change it.
BabyBoy😘 Jay please talk to me. BabyBoy😘 It didn't mean anything, it was just meaningless sex BabyBoy😘 Jay please forgive me.
Me Jah, you don't know shit about me bro, I already forgave you but I don't want to talk to you or hear you I don't even want to look at you. Fuck out my face.
"Chloe please. I want to hang with ski and get high, oh you can stay if you want." I Said. "No thanks girl, you gonna get fat with ur new boy toy. Ion wanna get fat." Chloe said making me laugh a little.
I heard my phone ring and seen it was ski so I decided to pic up.
"Aye aye ayeeee!!" He said.
"YOLO BRO, you on your way with snacks?" I asked him over the phone.
"Yeah, you got cookie dough ice cream"
"Bitch the fuck I look like? Of course I do." I Said laughing. After a few minutes Chloe left and I was just waiting for ski on my couch
