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Geneva Pov
I needed to talk to jay about some private stuff cause it's been awhile since I actually had a gal pal I guess and I really feel more free when I talk about my emotions to a girl, but she isn't responding to my messages.
I pull my car in Jahseh drive way and I already see her Jeep over here. She just like me. Obsessed.
I get out, lock, and park my car and instead of knocking I actually just open the door because Jahseh has a bad habit of not locking doors.
"Jay" I called out
"I'm in the kitchen" I walk towards her and we start talking a bit and her phone is dead so she hasn't really been on any type of social media.
We talked about girly things I didn't talk about anything I really needed to with her yet because this is Jahseh house and it's most likely he is home and will hear me.
And yeah it would be a mess.
"I'm going to go use the bathroom" I Said hopping off the counter.
"Okay, do you like sweet tea or unsweet?"
"Sweet!" Before I made it towards the bathroom it was past Jahseh room and it was cracked, he was sitting on his bed and he looks frustrated while he was on the phone with someone.
"But I told you I love jay" I heard him say as I put my ear closer to east drop on his conversation while I cover my mouth with my hand.
"Okay, what do you want from me? Money? Makeup? A car?" He said signing. He's actually cheating on jay.
I gasp. "Listen If I buy you this and can you just stay away from me and jay?" He hangs up the phone. omgomgomg before I could move Jahseh opened the door and grabbed me by my arm and pushed me in his room.
"How much did you hear?!" He said aggressively
I got scared by the ton of his voice.
"I- I.."
" I- I" He mocks me "you got fucking autism now?" He paced back in forth
"I just wanted to use the bathroom.."
"Well you being the stupidest bitch I know you decided to stick you nose in my fucking business!" He paused
"Why the fuck are you even in my house?" He gets calm. I just signed at this point I'm the one with control.
"I came to jay, and I heard every bit of your fucking conversation Jahseh" he has a guilty look in his eyes.
"You have 3 hours to tell her, or I am. Jay is a hard AND INDEPENDENT working woman! She doesn't need childish shit you keep doing Jah!"
I marched out his room and grabbed my bag "jay I'll text you later" I yell before pacing out.
Jaylynn
I got so confused on why she left in such a quick and frustrated manner. She probably ran into Jahseh and got Into it.
I grab my cup that's full half way of tea and I walk down to Jahseh room, I open the door revealing him laying on his bed while his eyes where a pinkish red and glassy like he is about to cry.
I sit on the edge of his bed and sit my cup down on his night stand and I begin to rub his arm while he looks at me.
"You okay baby?" I asked him in a soft tone to comfort him.
"J-jay, if I done something..bad to hurt you..would you still be with me?" I gave it some thought.
He has always supported me in a way no one has..but he also broke me down, And it scares me now since I know if he did it once, he'll do it again.
"Depends." I say with a little confidence. "What did you do..?".
"I- cheated on you.."
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I lay on my cold bed with my clothes still on and I start crying uncontrollably, I let my guard down again for the wrong person..I'm such a jackass.
I keep going back to people that hurt me, that's my problem. I just couldn't stop thinking about everything that happened, I thought we were fine!
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"I- cheated on you"
I felt my heart snapped. I'm reliving this nightmare again, the unimaginable is happening again!
I start crying uncontrollably and he just looks at me "p-please tell me you're joking.." he just shakes his head.
I sink my nails deep into his arm causing to draw blood from his skin.
He yanks his arm back quickly,
"AM I NOT PRETTY ENOUGH JAHSEH? IS THAT WHAT IT IS DO YOU WANT ME TO WEAR MORE MAKEUP"
"What!? NO!-"
"I-is it because I'm getting fat?! I c-can lose weight for you! I'll just stop eating-" my mind spins around in circles
"No jay I love you the way you are!" I throw the cup against the wall
"OBVIOUSLY IM DOING SOMETHING WRONG, JUST TELL ME! I CAN CHANGE! ILL GET BREAST INPLANTS-" I try thinking of more things to change myself for.
"Jay!" He walks towards me. "You don't need to change I love you for you!"
"Your lying.."
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I'm done! I'm blocking! Reporting! And whatever else I can to stop thinking about this stupid fuck nigga!
My name is jaylynn and tomorrow will be a new start of a new me.
