I'm losing my fucking mind, like I know it really must have been hard for jay to go through that dramatic incident in her life but..
ONE HOLE FUCKING MONTH.
I've been trying to beat my meat but wherever I am she's there, don't get me wrong here
I love jay, she's my forever my number 1 baby, and what happened to her must traumatized her as a human being and being scarred for life-
Ok it sounds bad when I say it out loud
BUT A HOLE MONTH WITHOUT SEX IS A NEW RECORD.
and about the hold moving in thing..I don't know how to explain it. I do want jay to move in with me but what if I fuck everything up again?
I feel like, I should marry her before her moving in, but that sounds like I'm thinking to much outside the box
"Are you okay" she asked me making me come back into reality
"Yeah yeah," I got off the couch and walked into her kitchen.
I got some fruit loops and poured it into a bowl
Maybe her living with me wouldn't be so bad, I have this huge house with only me my dog and cat. I use to beg ski to stay the night cause I didn't want to feel alone
I didn't ask him to sleep in bed with me- I don't fuck with that gay shit.
But I'm just so sick of being alone, I'm always over at jaylynn house because I don't want to go home alone and she wants me here for her protection.
As I grabbed a spoon and started eating I watched as jay cane and hugged me with her small cute arms around me giving me a tired hug.
"Are you sure you're okay? You look stressed" she's so worried "baby I'm fine" I laugh
"Are you serious about moving in with me" I took another bite of my cereal.
"Of course I-"
"Pack your stuff then, you're moving in" she looked at me like I was crazy hut then her smile appeared.
I sat my cereal down and got closer towards her. "You're lying" she said smiling brightly I just shook my head no
"Jah! Stop laying!" I can tell she was about to cry from happiness and joy "I'm not I'm Deadass! You can move in with me" I say for a final time
She screamed with excitement,she hugged me tightly too "I love you, I love you I love youu!"
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I gathered my belongings, and decided my clothes would be the last thing to pack, since I have a lot of valuable objects in my room.
X agreed to helping me and he was in my walk in closet gathering my belongings too.
"Is the glass or plastic"
"Plastic" I answer honestly he sits in the cardboard. I put the cover over my piano as I sat it on my bed and when I looked back at Jahseh he was sniffing my underwear
"Pervert" I snatched it from him and put it back in the drawer
"Couldn't help myself" he winked
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