Jaylynn
I haven't been on social media in weeks and I never let Jah leave my side or I never went without him anywhere.
I was too scared.
He has been keeping my fans updated and I've been taking so many showers and baths because..I just feel so dirty.
I love Jahseh a lot and I want to have his kids some day but I don't want any human contact at the moment and honestly not with anyone.
I walked out my bathroom with a towel around my waist but I wasn't expecting Jahseh to be jerking off on the other side of the bed.
I heard his grunts and little moans and I did want to pleasure him but..I can't.
Or I can atleast try to like it..
I go around the bed and kissed him slowly while he was caught off guard. I took his hand away from his hard member and I began to stroke it without breaking the kiss but if I was being honest. I didn't like it.
But I can atleast try to make it work
I dropped my towel revealing my nude body his arms wrapped around my waist but I begin to hiss in pain "ow" I said pulling away from Jah
"Are you okay? Did I do something wrong? Let me see" he moved my arms revealing the cut marks the girl made on my body and I knew some would be on my body forever.
"I- I'm sorry" I Said trying not to cry. "I know I look gross"
I felt him kiss my stomach lightly "You're still so beautiful jay, you're not gross you're never gross" He scoots over on the bed.
"You've had a rough day, let's take a nap he suggested. I nodded and smiled a bit laying down next to him.
"Jay"
"Yes?"
"Please don't attempt to do something like that again if you still feel uncomfortable with the whole situation." He kissed my forehead.
"But..I'm not pleasing you like a good girlfriend would" he sighed
"Quit trying to be like every other 'girlfriend'. You're already an amazing girlfriend for just sticking around." He holds me closer and we both fall asleep.
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Jahseh
Flowers or Chocolate I thought to myself, which one does jay like more.
I went out to the store and I wanted to get some things for Jaylynn but she wasn't with me I left her at her house with ski, she'd freak out if no one was with her.
I grabbed the chocolates instead and I bought her a small teddy bear, and I feel like I should've brought her more stuff but I couldn't of think of what else to buy.
Oh wait.
"Give me a second I told the cashier, I got back into the medical section and grabbed some bandages and bandaids
"Okay-"
"Jahseh..? Is that you?" A familiar voice called out I turned over to see chloe.
This bitch
"Yeah, hey" I tried to say friendly
"Wow I haven't seen you for so long!" She tried to give me a hug but I declined.
"So are you and jay still together" she bites her lip slightly. "Yes and I'm happy with her." I Said trying to get past her but she stopped me again.
"That's to bad. Call me when you want something better" she whispers in my ear.
"No." Was all I said to her and went back to the cashier.
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I walked through the door to see Jaylynn and ski on the couch watching Tv but she jumped up and hugged me as soon as she seen me.
"Baby!" She hugs me tightly "I missed you are you okay?!"
"Jay I'm fine!" I hug her back "i got you something" I handed her the bag and she took it too her bedroom.
"Aight, I'm out" ski Said we done our little handshake then he left. I locked jay's door back.
"X are you still here?" Her little voice yelled from her room which made me smirk
"Yeah" I walked in her room and she was already eating the chocolate.
"Thank you so much baby" she hugged me, "You're welcome. You deserve the world"
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