It's being two weeks. His mother visit him two times a weak- she have "business meetings". The blank white walls, jungkook and the quiteness.
He wasn't feeling pressure like before. He wasn't feeling anything- he was switched off, numb like his body and it was okay.
At least he don't have to talk to anyone, forced smiles, trying to show he's okay and he's enjoying when he wasn't. He can just be alone in quite room with no one to judge him, to force him to things. He can just stare out of window towards the sky and do nothing.
The nurse came many times a day, ask him if he need something, if he's bored or want to talk. But he just shake his head, somewhat the kind nurse didn't irritate him. Maybe because she never asked something- nor force.
The medication was only thing that irritate him.What was the advantage? To get better, to went into outside world that's like some race everyone is running in. Jungkook didn't see any reason in it to keep going. What was even he doing. What will happen if he graduates with good marks, dad business? money, success. Jungkook didn't see himself there.
These look so lively jungkook eyes the lilly's again unlike me. He hasn't seen himself in mirror but he do feel intense pain from time to time in his hind side of head- crushing impact probably.
And he stare with empty eyes out of window.
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Fanfiction"Life's too short to be spend being sad, why not be happy instead and hope, it's free of cost right?" Where he have a weak will and she have a weak heart.The patients in hospital are more then just people having diseases. ***...
