2U ‹‹ jungkook

eighteen

"You know I won't leave till you spill the beans" nancy folded her arms on her chest showing her firm determination.

Jungkook signed, dreading the topic but he knew that nancy knew something was wrong with him and she would eventually know.

That he had to leave.

It was a single line easy to say then why jungkook feel like drawning himself rather then uttering that line.

His mother will come to pick him today but he manage to convince doctor jung to tell her some tests need to be run and he can't be discharge today.

But his time is over and jungkook knows that.

"Nancy" jungkook gulped "I'm leaving" jungkook mumbled staring at nancy afterwards to see how much hurt she got but suprising she clapped her hands together.

"Oh my gosh.Your discharging? Why didn't you tell me. Your recovered that's good new, you can go back to your life". Nancy smiled patting jungkook shoulder.

"Nancy- no you didn't get it. I don't wanna leave, it's impossible to live without you all. You guys are my home" jungkook grabbed her hands stopping her and he swear something flash in her eyes for few seconds.

Nancy pulled herself away and pushed his wheelchair towards the children ward without a word.

Entering inside they saw everyone was asleep, it was midnight after color fight they all were exhausted.

"You see there jungkook" nancy pointed towards chenle "he have hyperglycemia, the concentration of suger rises in body at random moments and he can die if not treated at the moment".

Then she pointed at jisung the youngest of them all "he have diabetes insipidus, kids in class made fun of him peeing in his pants when he don't have any control on it".

Jungkook heart dropped he had never thought why they were here and now hearing it made his heart hurt unbearably.

"And minha" nancy eyes got teary "has blood cancer. That's the reason of her weak body, she had two bottles of bloody attached to her every mouth" nancy finnished finally letting tears fell from here eyes.

"We are here because we weren't given a chance to live a normal life jungkook, behind these smiling faces and small giggles are pain" nancy smiled sadly.

"Each of them had there own pain to bear that's why we tried to keep them happy" nancy turned towards him "life is short jungkook, too short to spend being sad. We are living the life that was destined for us, similar you have to live the life which is destined for you". Nancy knew about his problems, yoojin had heard everything and told nancy, but she didn't tell jungkook she knew.

She start moving his wheelchair back towards his room. Till now jungkook heart was sinking from what he had heard, he had no idea about their illness he was in shock now.

"Running away from problems never solve them, you have to face them. And I lov- I mean we all love you so you have to live for us. You have to succeed in life and live the life on behalf of us too. The life we can never live, a normal life. It'll make us all happy seeing you succeed" nancy helped him onto bed.

"And who told you, you can't visit us" nancy grinned. "You can visit us and buy us food and gifts" nancy playful hit his arm, switching off the lights.

That night jungkook didn't sleep- he couldn't, he kept thinking about everyone and how aweful was the decision nancy was suggesting him but in the end he knew

She was right.