Pain of a man in love .....

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Cayden walked away but his heart was hurting this was his world he loved her too much he could see she wanted to say something but he was about to give up

There was a song playing softly in his car ...please say something l am giving up on you....he sang along the lines with pain in his heart...he was going to Milton park to see his mother...he bought flowers and chocolates he wanted to spoil her...as he parked at the gate there was a girl who was walking in as well. He opened his eyes with disbelief this was Tanya his first love he closed his eyes and opened them again yes she was coming to him ...they loved each other but distance separated them

..he opened the door and hugged her warmly ...my ex-angel he shouted with excitement. Hey my love Tanya replied back as she planted a kiss on both his cheeks...they had loved each other since they were very young....you could not wait for me heard you are married now Cay how could you we promised each other..

Tanya was already crying Cayden took her inside the car and drove off away from the house ...l am sorry babe but l chose her because l thought we had no future ...happy Valentine's day he said passing the things meant for his mother to her...she was happy in return ...thank you my Moyo she said his totem with Grace his heart jumped ....they talked and later decided to go to her flat for drinks ...he spent the night in her arms ...2am his phone rang it was his wife he could not pick it already he had decided to divorce her and start a life with Tanya. Then a message came in ...he did not want to wake Tanya he moved to the toilet and played the voice message.... Babe l know l am less a wife to you but l am sorry l will change just come home so that l tell you the good news l know you want to hear...l am sorry babe l am waiting outside the gate l will not go in daddy until you come...Cayden could not believe that it was Leslie he rushed for his car keys....

He entered his car with fear ...what if something bad happens to Leslie he was thinking with confusion... He drove very fast and 30 minutes later he saw his wife standing outside without a jacket her face looked very worried and he could see that she was stressed he parked and waited thinking of what to say...

l looked at my husband and l was really afraid because l realized how much l drove him away

l wanted to move to the car but l remained standing waiting ...he came out and one look at me l could feel that he was hurt because l was a mess and l was crying ....all my life money played a vital role l was never moved by anything but the thought of my husband going made me crazy l have taken him for granted every day and l have to show him that l needed him back .he arrived where l was standing and l did one thing he never thought l could do l knelt down and held his legs on that pavement ....Cay l know l am less a wife to you l have made you cry thousand times and babe l know you never deserved that...but l love you l want you to love me back ..l was wrong please forgive me....l said this with sobs in between ...my husband could not believe it...he did not believe ..l know Russia means a lot so yes l will let you go and allow you to make me proud l will stay here building our legacy and taking care of our kid....what kid ? Cayden blurted obviously confused...l am pregnant Cay but don't worry l will be fine.l am so sorry l was insensitive maybe working for your wife is obviously hard for you l am sorry daddy...l finished talking and he knelt right beside me and l could see he was crying l was touched ...come in my arms my Angel that's all he said and sank right in his arms where l wanted to be right there nothing else meant anything money to me at that moment was just money all l wanted was to be his wife ...he carried me inside the house and laid me on the bed he sat beside me and touched my belly ...l remember the conversation we had had a month ago when he asked me about babies .....come on Cay l don't need a baby yet l mean l have a number of international meetings and daddy can't handle that so if l become pregnant my business will be on hold l need a few years for that decision

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That was my answer and l know he was recalling that ...he touched my face and said ..thank you madube l do not even know what to say ...l could not stop crying all that l did to him kept on repeating he was my man l chose him because of his heart Cayden was just so understanding loving and romantic but since we got married l never respected him l could shout be moody and never gave him good sex ....please stop crying babe tell me what you are craving ...l want to buy anything you feel like eating ...he said and l could see his excitement.... About Russia its off darling l need to be here for you l need you and you need me .

I felt a shiver of relief l mean here he was putting me first the way l never did .....

I dozed off and slept while he was looking at me and l woke up while l was in his arms

when he saw l was awake he kissed me on the cheek and told me to take a bath as he prepare breakfast he left me smiling the hell l went through the day before l just could not believe l thought all was done and over ..l reached for his phone to check for time and l saw a message reflecting on the screen ..Cayden never put a password on his phone so l just opened it unconsciously and l was shocked at the message l saw....hey babe l really missed you seeing you and being in your arms changed my whole life again to the past we shared .l promise to love you Cay l dont care about your wife since you said you are going to divorce her then its ok l am here for you the love of my life.....😘😘😘......wow l remembered Tanya my God this was his weakness ...l felt myself falling l tried to breath l could not ....then he entered l have always admired my husband he was handsome and very gentle he placed the tray on my lap and touched my mouth and said..can't l have you first before you eat he joked l kissed him and took him in my arms.

babe promise me you won't go to anyone else..please forgive me and stay with me....l said ...then his phone rang ..he ignored it ...there is no one important as you Madube l love you to the moon and back worse u are pregnant with Cayden junior he laughed and  picked our house phone and dialed a number....Patricia can you organise an extra house help because madam will need more help from today and please forward all her meetings to me and transfer all her appointment's to me....with that he cut the line...l looked at him and smiled yes from that time l wanted him to be my man

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