Roses POV
School.was always a big deal for me,getting straight A's never truant,study hard.but Luke came into my life,ive been flunking even though it was my second day back,hes making a big impact on me and I can't help but let him. The boys are helping me.they only want what's best for me.so I'll have to make a huge apology later,
I decided to call my old friend who doesn't live too far from here.since my head is over flowing with thoughts. dialling down the numbers I waited. "um hello,rose!?" stacy said jumpy like "um high stacy! ah listen I'm in sydney.and I was wondering if I could come over?" i bit down on my lip waitng for her response. "sure! yeh! Sleepover if ya want to yeh!" she said eagerly. "oh Yeh um okay.be there in ten" I smiled before hanging up.stacy and I have been friends since we were born.but she moved to Sydney and that was the last time I ever saw her,till now. I packed all my stuff and shoved it in a duffle bag. as I was about to turn to the door I heard my room window open.i slowly turned around already knowing who it was. it was him,
"Hi" he said as he wrapped his arms around my waist. I jumped for a second not used to his touch.especially not after are first interactions "hi" I spoke into his chest.too shy to look at him,he pulled away. he was wearing black skinny jeans,vans,and a black tee. still with a mask. he looked at me also smiling but that smile soon faded as he saw my bag in my hand "w-where are you going?" He stuttered taking small steps towards me I gulped before speaking "I'm going over a friends house" I looked at the ground he held my chin and raised it up so he could see me properly "no" he sternly said. i raised an eyebrow and took his hand off of me "no? no? who are you to say! .you don't own me!" I yelled "and what's this" I said walking over to a newspaper holding up the article for me to read. "3 young girls from norwest have been raped and murdered on 16th Febuary 2014, that was yesterday why do you do this!" I screamed making my way towards him,his eyes from a beautiful light blue turning dark and evil "i fucking need to kill like you need to breathe!" he yelled walking closer as I took a few steps back "and don't you dare raise your voice at me.i don't like it"he spoke with a smirk on his lips as he whispered in my ear making my shiver down my back.
I pulled away angrly "fuck you" I spat but instantly regretted, he smirked and laughed an evil one looking at me dead in the eye,licking his lips seductively, "my pleasure"
he ran towards me my first instinct was to do so.i ran towards the stairs but he caught up and picked me up and threw me over his shoulder.i banged his back with my fists kicking around "put me down! I will fucking call the cops!" He walked inside the room with me still on him "I'm afraid I can't let you do that love" his voice deep as he spoke. he chucked me on the bed climbing ontop of me as I landed "get off now!" I screamed as tears started falling down my eyes. "aw princess.im only teaching you a lesson" he smirked as his eyes got darker everytime I spoke "now shut up" he spat,i shut my eyes tightly hoping it was just a dream.my nightmare on repeat,he ripped off my clothes once again ruining them as it teared to shreds him following his own actions on himself. by now we were both fully naked but with his mask on. I can't let him get away with it,im always letting people win.its about time I stand up for myself. He grabbed my wrists and held it next to my head to both sides,him straddling me. Just when he was about to begin with the pain I opened my eyes
"look at what you're doing,i know this isn't you!" I screamed louder than expected. his smirked dropped once I had said it.he looked at me.down to my body.his grip on my wrists have loosned as he fell onto me burrying his head into my bare chest. "I-I'm so sorry, m-my mind was telling me to stop but my b-body did otherwise" he said as he sobbed uncontrollably into my chest.i rubbed his back soothingly and raising his head holding him in my hands. "Well why do you do it?"i whispered but loud enough for him to hear "I've been hurt.all my life.ive been neglected no one ever cared for me they don't need me. no one does.so I made myself believe that they d-did." he spoke soft and shaky as he sniffled. "what about your parents?" I asked curiously.his sniffles becoming louder,"i.i killed my mum!" he spat crying once more onto me.what about his dad?.something terrible must've happened if he didn't mention him,i decided not to bring it up as for one day he'll be ready to share. "well I'm here for you" I choked out not really planning that bit.i bit my lip nervously as he looked right into me. "and I'll always be here for you" he sniffled as I pulled him in for a hug himself still lying on top of me.
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Few hours past and we were both sitting on the bed.i changed into an oversize shirt.him in only his jeans. "so how old are you?" I asked the guy in the mask who was sitting across from me "I'm 18" he chuckled.i was shocked.he sounded young but a rapist at 18. I gulped before adding another word. " well I'm 17 and I go to norwest.your little farm of victims" I chuckled as I bit my lip. he chuckled before coming closer to me so we were a meter away "I already know who you are.rose" his voice deep as he spoke in my ear. I swallowed the lump in my throat before speaking. "wheres your family?" he changed the subject, "my moms in New York with my older and younger brother zac and danny" i replied. "where's your father?" he spoke, I swallowed hard before replying. "my father died from murder.the murderer was unknown as he got away before the cops even got to the house" I spoke softly. I didn't hear a response, I looked up. I can tell behind the mask he's nervous as he looked around figdeting with his fingers. "w-where and when was that?" he stuttered nervously to me I furrowed my eyebrows looking at him strange before carrying ok with my answer "Febuary 6th 2013 address 145 dunsen street" I knew the place all too well.he and my mom seperated so he decided to move to Sydney.a week later he was pronounce dead from a shooting by an unknown killer". again he didn't say anything. I looked up seeing as his body was pale and he was shaking uncontrollably,his face frozen as he swallowed a few times. "what's wrong?" soon enough my thoughts were going wild as I knew what he was about to say.
"I-i"he stuttered before I cut him off "don't!,i don't want to hear it!" I yelled soon tears rushing down my face.he looked at me with sympathy before speaking. "I'm sorry!.your dad was drunk!.me and my dad were walking by the neighbourhood.as we walked passed his house he stepped out with a gun and pointed it at my dad's head!" he screamed.i sniffled but my cry was no longer existing as I waited for him to proceed. he sighed "my dad looked terrified. I was 16 rose,he was drunk,i didn't want to loose my dad!.he sobbed,i pulled him in for a hug and rubbed his back. Though he wasn't finished talking "I'm sorry.i never knew he was your father,i wouldn't have shot him if he was.i would've let my father die!" I instantly pulled up his head so we were face to face. "it's okay, you did it to protect your father.i would've done the same" I sniffled, my anger replaced with sympathy with the boy in the black mask. I decided to let it slide.for him. i pulled him with me to bed as we were under the sheets his head on my chest as I rubbed his back. I yawned feeling very tired after tonight's events "rose?" he raised his head.my eyelids growing heavier by the minute "hmm?" I said way too tiredly "promise me you'll never leave me" he said softly.i looked him in the eyes smiling lightly. "I'll never leave you.i need you like I need to breathe".
Authors note
HOLY SHIT
Okay so he killed her dad.but what's this thing about Luke and his dad?. don't worry loves more drama ahead!
Love you!,thanks so the reads,sorry if you found this chapter shitty
please don't hate on the story. I know I'm rushing things,thats because every story has to start with some drama. so it'll die down I promise. so it'll be ready for the big event!
