Chapter II

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Liza POV

I pull up outside my apartment building, and just screamed into the wheel. The memories don't stop flowing in. It all seems too real. I hear her voice. I hear Gabbies voice. I hear voices. Words. Sounds.

They get louder

LoUdEr

LOUDer

LOUDER

QUIETer

QuIeTeR

Quieter

quieter

du-dum...du-dum...du-dum

I get my stuff and get out the car. I walk to the elevator and press my floor number. The elevator stops at my stop, and I get out. I walk down the hall to my apartment. I unlock the door and chuck everything on the counter. I get undressed and change into pyjamas. I brush my teeth, then go to bed. I remember what I did, and I cry myself to sleep.

(Didn't want to scar some kid for life so here is a scary photo)

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(Didn't want to scar some kid for life so here is a scary photo)

Liza: omg, it was just a dream.

I'm sweating everywhere, and I hear a knock.

L: yeah, who is it?

G: it's gabbie. Can I come in?

L: yeah.

She rushes in, and comes to sit next to me.

G: you were screaming, I live next to you

L: sorry if I woke you

G: that doesn't matter, you were screaming

L: ok, sorry dude

G: are you okay?

L: yeah, I'm fine.

Suddenly, she lunges at me. I kiss back, and regret it immediately. Once I start, I can't stop. She falls back down so we are laying down. We are making out, side by side, facing each other. I find the strength to pull away, and I lay there, looking into her eyes.

L: you should probably go before Ashley suspects something.

G: yeah. Text me if you need me.

L: will do.

I lay there, thinking about what I just did. I look at a frame on my wall while reliving the night in my head. I get up and go to pee. I pee, like you do, and I see a razor. I stare at my wrist, and grab the razor. I punish myself, 1....2....3. I decide that's enough for one night and put the razor down. I clean up the mess, and go to sleep again.

I wake up, sort of, and I get up. I groggily walk to the kitchen, and I put my arm on the counter. Forgetting all about my actions last night I wince in pain. I decide for basic cereal, and I get out the things to make it.

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