Unchangeable\\ Labbie Fanfiction

Chapter VIII

Gabbie POV

I pull out and accelerate up to the speed limit. My phones going off, but I don't look at it. I finally turn up at the boys house and turn into the driveway. I run into the house, and I open the door to a spectacle I thought I'd never see. 3 empty bottles of vodka, a pack of cigarettes and a broken glass. I suddenly hear screaming.

Zane: Heath, what the fuck are you doing?

I run out, and they're about to fight, as I run out Todd and Scott do too.

Heath: Your gay ass decided to start this.

Z: it was a fucking joke

H: is that all our friendship is to you, a fucking joke?

Heath dives and I step in front of him as Todd gets Zane.

G: it's not worth it, not worth it at all.

H: what would you know, maybe you should go cut yourself again, you didn't interject back then.

I immediately hear him and Zane sober up. I tear up as I walk away.

Scott: Todd, please watch them, I'll grab Gabbie.

I make a beeline for a bathroom, walking up corridors trying to get to it.

Go die

No one cares

They'd rather you dead

You'll make everyone happier.

I am too busy in my thoughts to hear that Scott had started running. I'm about to turn into the bathroom when he steps infront of me.

S: no, that's not happening.

He wants his reputation to not be hurt

He doesn't care

G: it's not like you care about me anyways, let me go.

S: it's really not worth it.

He is only doing it for himself

G: why don't you just fuck off and let me be.

S: cause that would be dangerous.

He's lying to you

I turn around and start running into Todd's room, which's vacant right now. I'm nearly there when Kristen stops me.

K: please, please Gabbie no.

She doesn't care either.

Go die

You're an undeserving piece of trash

G: Kristen I don't have fucking time for this, let me be.

K: No.

Scott comes up behind me and puts his hands on my shoulders.

S: calm down, it's going to be fine.

G: the more I'm on this earth it's gonna get worse

S: no, it's going to get better. Come on, let's go sit.

He pushes me over to the couch, well tries. I slip out and make a beeline for Todd's bedroom.

Scott's POV

I look in shock as Heath just said that. Gabbie walks off, and I decide to follow her.

S: Todd, please watch them. I'll grab Gabbie.

I follow her, and she is heading towards the bathroom. I pass Kristen's room, and quickly whisper to her.

S: code eibbag (pronounced ee-bag)

K: oh shit.

I see Gabbie in her head, so I take this as the chance to run. I run to the bathroom, and make it just in time.

S: no, that's not happening.

G: it's not like you care about me anyways, let me go.

S: it's really not worth it.

G: why don't you just fuck off and let me be.

S: cause that would be dangerous.

She turns around and start running into Todd's room, which's vacant right now. Shes nearly there when Kristen stops her.

K: please, please Gabbie no.

G: Kristen I don't have fucking time for this, let me be.

K: No.

I come up behind me and put my hands on my shoulders.

S: calm down, it's going to be fine.

G: the more I'm on this earth it's gonna get worse

S: no, it's going to get better. Come on, let's go sit.

I try to push her over to the couch. She slips out and make a beeline for Todd's bedroom. I end up sprinting after her, but I don't get there until she has the razor in her hands, ready.

S: no!

I try to grab the razor, but she sticks it into her arm. I hit her arm holding the razor, so it bounces out and lands in the toilet. I swipe the other ones she broke out of the plastic into the toilet too, and I flush them. I drop to the ground and just hug her.

S: you don't understand how much I love you. Youre like a sister to me, and you'll always be like that. When it happened a few years ago, I didn't forgive myself, and I still haven't a hundred percent. I care about you. We all care about you. Kristen cares more about you than she does me. She hasn't forgiven herself at all over what happened. You are amazing, ok.

She just stares at the new cut she made a minute beforehand. At the visual pain. She just watches the blood drip out of it. I grab her paper towel for her to use, and she takes it gratefully.

G: can we leave this room?

S: yeah sure.

I walk her out of the bathroom, and she sits down on the couch. I get a message from Kristen saying she was picking up Liza. I message her back saying that she cut once before I could get her.

I see Gabbie pull out her phone. I grab it out of her hands.

S: that isn't a great idea.

I see Todd, Zane and Heath walk back in. You wouldn't have known two of them had shared 3 bottles of vodka between them and were just fighting. The looked sober, not even hung over. Just sober. Heath mouths that he is sorry. I mouth that I'll tell you later. The door opens, and it's Kristen and Liza. I see Gabbie eyes flash, as well as Liza's when they see each other. Liza walks over and sits on Gabbies lap.

L: you alright?

G:—-

L: just know, I fucking love you. You're amazing, cute, smart, sexy and all around perfect. You are perfect, ok.

G: but-

L: no buts. You can't see how wonderful you are.

She puts her head on Gabbie, and they just stare at each other.

L: I love you.