I start to shake "no, no, no she can't be out of prison I'm finally making a life for myself she'll find me I know she will, oh god. I need to talk to someone" I pull out my phone dialling a number and waited till they pick up.
???: Holly!! Hey why are you calling? Are you ok? Where have you been I've missed you?
Me: Hey Jiminie I've missed you too can I come round the dorm I need to talk to you all... it's important
Jimin: Of course Holly, what's important
Me: I'll make everything clear ok, I'll see you soon.
I hang up the phone and begin to walk to their dorm going through what I'm going to say to them in my head
"Oh boy I don't want to do this"
I stand outside the door just staring at it, in that moment I'm completely frozen. What if they judge me?
I knock on the door not thinking about the answer I wait till they all come to the door looking at me with a worried expression inviting me in.
I sit down and look at the floor I start to get really worried my breathing even goes faster. I suddenly feel a hand touching mine. I slowly raise my head to see Tae looking at me giving a small, sweet smile.
"Sit down"
I tell them everything... everything bad that's happened in my life and they understood certain sections but namjoon.. well he understood everything. When I finished I looked up to RM telling the group in Korean a sum of what I said and all I can hear is utter silence.
They all turn to look at me and I feel my face burning up no one moved, no one said anything. Then I thought... I haven't finished.
I slowly begin to take of my hoodie it's around my shoulder and I feel a wet tear fall down my face as I let it drop exposing my arms. The whole room is filled with gasps as my eyes are filling with tears I let out soft cry's feeling so vulnerable.
Suddenly I'm enfolded by multiple sweet smells and I realise it's BTS hugging me, we hug for a while all of us crying then we brake the hug we all look at each other. Then I follow my gaze to Jungkook who looks distraught
"Jungkook" I whisper, he starts crying "I'm sorry Holly I should've stayed that night and not of left you I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" I cup his face and hug him "no, no don't be sorry I should of told you"
"Holly I hate to interrupt but why did you tell us this?" I look at namjoon and take a deep breathe "my mums out of prison"
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We spend the whole night talking and it's finally time to go home BTS offer to all take me home in their van I couldn't take down their offer but I made them all swear that what I told them will not affect our relationship or how they see me. They all agreed.
The whole journey we just mess around laughing and I start to feel happy like a weight has been lifted off my shoulder. I haven't got to hide anymore or be scared.
We arrive at my flat and they all come to the door with me as I insisted to invite them. I open the door and I'm welcomed by my flat being wet. "OH SHIT THE BATH"
I run to the bathroom to see my bath still running I immediately turn it off and smack myself at least 20 times.
"Holly are you okay?" Yoongi said rushing in with the rest of bangtan behind him. "When I got the email about my mum I was already running a bath and I must of forgotten but now I can't stay here cause it's all wet" I sulk adding more things to my list of why I'm an absolute failure in life.
"You can stay at ours Holly" everyone agrees with Jin "YESSSS"
"She is staying in my room!" Jungkook said a bit too aggressively making us all turn and look at him and he starts to get a bit shy "Oh I mean umm If she wants?" He laughs nervously.
I pack a suitcase for staying at the BTS dorm while V and Jimin agreed to call someone about trying to sort out my flat. We all climb in the van and the last thing I can remember is being carried by Jungkook into his room, "Jungkook" I say in a raspy voice. He shushes me as he places me delicately on the bed "it's ok go to sleep I'm going to have a shower ok but good night" he leaves the room holding a towel. Well now I've been waken up I can't go to sleep so I decided to go see if anyone else is awake.
I leave the room and walk down the corridor and I hear singing so I follow the voice and open the door
Biggest. Mistake. Ever.
"AHHHHHHHH!!! My innocent eyes!!" I scream.
Hey sorry for the lack of updates and this shit update I just needed to fix the story sooooo yeah??
Anyway sorry for the mistakes and bye 👋
