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Jack's POV

Finn was gorgeous. I never felt like that about a boy. Am I gay? No, I'm not. Let's just say I'm bisexual for now. Ugh, but I'm straight. No, I'm bi. No! I'm gay. Fuck it, I'm bi.

"So, what are we watching?" I asked smiling.

"Well, I don't know", Finn said. He looked at me and started blushing. What's happening? 

"We could invite Millie and Noah if you want", he said after.

"No, I mean yes. I mean-"

I hate myself. Something was going on, but I didn't know what.

"So, should I call them or not?" he asked biting his lip.

"I don't know, I'm going home." I said getting up.

"Wait, Jack. Wanna sleep over?" he asked grabbing my wrist.

"Um... I..", WHAT? HE ASKED ME TO STAY OVER? 

"Please.." he begged.

"Ugh fine." I said rolling my eyes. "But I need to call my mom"

"Okay", he said smiling.

I grabbed my phone and called her. She was okay with it, so was I. I was actually happy, even though I didn't show it.

Later we ordered a pizza. It came pretty fast. 

"You can call Millie and Noah to come if you want", I said. "We can share this pizza".

"Are you sure you want them to come?" Finn said.

"Yes", I said smiling.

Finn's POV 

I got up and went to get my phone. I went in another room to call them. Wait, I shouldn't call them. It's just me and Jack now. I went back to Jack, he was already eating a slice of pizza. He giggled when he saw me.

"Hey Jack, Millie said she can't come because she is at her aunt now..." I lied.

"Oh.. okay" he said.

"And Noah didn't answer. He must be asleep." I added.

"Already? It's only 9 pm" Jack laughed.

"Well he loves sleeping" I said. "What now?" I asked.

"Come here and help me eat this pizza" he said giggling.

"Damn, you really love that pizza", I said joking.

"Yeah, but not more than I love you".

S I L E N C E. 

We were both looking at eachother without saying a single word. Jack put his slice down. 

"Sorry, I- I didn't m-mean it like that", he said stuttering.

"No, Jack. It's fine. I love you too", I said smiling.

"As a friend, right?" he asked laughing.

"Yeah, of course" I said nervous.

It's hard to lie about something like that. It's hard to say you love someone as a friend, when it's not like that. At least that awkward silence was gone.

Jack's POV

He loves me as friend. He loves me as a friend. As a friend.

"Yeah, that's what I meant too" I said showing a fake smile.

"Actually..." he started. 

"What?" My heart was beating fast.

"Nevermind." he said grabbing a slice of pizza.