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three

Listen to '31 / 10' by 'RKCB and Dave Gibson'

Friday

17:02

I get in my car and head to Ellie's.

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Pulling up at Ellie's, I can't help but envy her.

The beautiful modern house with a large gate.

The caring and supportive parents.

Sometimes I feel as though it's more of a toxic friendship.

Wiping the stupid thought out my head, I wait for the gates to open before getting out and locking my car.

I get up to the large wooden door with glass panels either side and ring the bell.

I see her run down the stairs in her grey silk robe as her freshly curled blonder hair flows behind her.

We couldn't be more different if we tried really.

Ellie has this beautiful pale skin and these bright blue eyes which compliment her blonde hair perfectly. Her slim figure and long legs allow her to pull off anything. And her personality is so positive and bubbly, occasionally it will radiate into me.

Whereas I have tan skin, green eyes and dark brown hair. I have a more curvy figure with bigger legs and ass but I don't want to show it. I prefer to cover myself. And then my personality, well. That's pointless to talk about, I'm just negative because I've given up trying to find the positives.

But I need her. She truly is the only one I have. Without Ellie I would be completely lost.

As much as it seems like I push her away, that's just the way I am.

But in all honesty I would be lost. I'd lose myself fully.

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We go upstairs and I do her eyeshadow before she goes into her wardrobe and brings out two different outfits.

"Which one?" She saying holding both up in-front of her in turn.

"The dark blue" I say "it'll go best with your makeup."

"Good idea! Thank youu..." she trails off her words running to get shoes.

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"I still can't fucking believe you" I say getting in the drivers seat.

I am not going to the party but I am dropping her off.

Ellie just "forgot" to mention that she'd need a lift to the party so guess I fit the role.

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"Thank you very much" she says with a little giggle, unbuckling her seat belt as we arrive.

I see her join a small group. I recognise a few of them but only from school.

Listen to 'All The Time 2' by 'Wintertime'

Just as I'm about to drive off I see 'The group'.

The overrated, annoying group of boys.

Grayson Dolan

Grayson is rude, intimidating and sleeps with a new girl every week.

Roy Atwoods

Roy has a way with words to make you feel like you're the only girl in the world, so I've been told. He's just like Grayson, new girl to see off the new week.

Bailey Jones

Bailey is the more shy one of the group, but that's where he's handy. Finds out all the information for the rest of them. They know everything about everyone.

Except me, the depressed lonely girl.

I keep everything to myself.

Luke Martinez

Luke is Spanish, he's very clever. But he's also very clever at manipulating people to get what he wants. Something I despise.

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Ethan Dolan.

Ethan was always different though.

He's quiet, has this soft smile. In school he'd actually work hard, hell I'd even seen him in the library before.

And he never seems to want to be at these parties, however he's here.

And Ellie tells me he's at every one of them.

So I guess he isn't as different as I think.

I don't want to put it past myself that he's different, being around such assholes 24/7.

They all walk past my car whilst being loud and rowdy but Ethan,

He tilts his head and looks into my window as he walks. Striking my body with nerves.

But he smiles, shocking me.

He just smiles and puts his head back down before putting his hands in his pockets.

I watch him until I can no longer see him.

I can't lie, he is very attractive don't get me wrong but I've just never been one to invite fuckboys into my life.

I don't dare believe he's actually different to the rest of them,

New girl every weekend.

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