Stuck in Reverse (JhoBea)

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Dama ko ang paru paro sa tiyan
Ano ito? tanong sa akin Ayan!
Turo niya. At nang lingunin ito na!
Siya na nga, ang pangako ni Bathala

BEA

After the day na nagdate sina ate Den at ate Ly eto ako't tambay sa kwarto sa bahay namin.

Ayoko lang umuwi sa dorm dahil wala din naman si Jho lagi silang magkasama ni Nico and I cant do anything about it

Anong laban ko sa taong alam ng lahat eh boyfriend nya? Di ba nga #FriendshipGoals lang kami ni Jho sa kanila

Ayoko sa dorm dahil baka pader na naman ang kausap ko buong araw.

I am currently browsing my twitter account at ang eye sore dahil nakikita ko yung mga pictures nila Jho

Ang sweet nila sobra how I wish we could be like that.

Instead of stressing myself dahil sa nakikita ko I just plugged my earphones on.

Its goddamn playing!

Secret Love Song by Little mix ft. Jason Derulo

When you hold me in the street
And you kiss me on the dance floor
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be that? Cause I'm yours

The lyrics is hitting me. Oo nga akin nga si Jho pero bakit hindi ko man lang maipagmalaki sya the simple gestures inside the court is prohibited pa. Ni hindi ko mahawakan ang mga kamay nya

We keep behind closed doors
Every time I see you, I die a little more
Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain
falls
It'll never be enough
It's obvious you're meant for me
Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly
Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep
But I'll never show it on my face

Hindi naman kami artista na kailangan ganito ganyan ang gagawin sa buhay hindi rin kami teachers, at policeman na kailangang maging perpekto sa paningin ng iba. Pero bakit para kaming mga preso na hahatulan ng husgado? Bakit parang hirap na hirap kaming ipakita kung ano kami talaga.

But we know this, we got a love that is homeless

Homeless kasi hindi kailanman magiging tama sa pangin ng mga tao.

Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that? Cause I'm yours

When you're with him, do you call his name
Like you do when you're with me? Does it feel the same?
Would you leave if I was ready to settle down?
Or would you play it safe and stay?

Marami akong what if's. What if lalaki ako? Tanggap kaya ng mga tao yung relasyon namin? What if katulad kami nina ate KKD and Marck na normal ang relasyon?

Its absurd but I'm crying right now. But on the second thought mas nahihirapan si Jho because even if hindi nya gusto she HAVE to be with the person she don't even like.

Girl you know this, we got a love that is
homeless

Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that? Cause I'm yours

And nobody knows I'm in love with someone's
baby
I don't wanna hide us away
Tell the world about the love we making
I'm living for that day, someday