we danced in the sheets

problem delt with

      The rest of the week was pretty normal, I went to work and Tom called me every night when I got home making plans for this weekend, which I was so exited for because I haven't seen him since Monday when he dropped me off at my apartment after work. Me and Tom were both really incisive so neither of us could decide on what to do.

       About 30 minutes into us deciding on what to do we both ended up agreeing that we can go out to dinner then we would go back to hid friends house, who he is yet to tell me who's it is, and watch a movie. He was going to pick me up Friday (which is today) after practice then we can go to my apartment so I can get ready and then we'd go to dinner.

      All practice I was thinking about what to wear, because technically me and Tom have never gone out to dinner. We always eat at my place and we went to lunch once, so I was thinking about what to wear. But that didn't distract me from our dances, I have taught most of our dances I just need to make one more group dance and teach/make the last solo. The only reason I haven't made it yet is because I want to do it with my soloist for that routine. And the last group I am going to make it Sunday while I'm at the studio.

      In other news my girl who saw me and Tom, Katie, she has kept her word and hasn't said anything. She asks me about it all the time which is fine, it's kinda nice to talk to someone about him. And it makes it even better that she's almost 18 so I feel she understands guys better than I do, because the last guy i dated was like 2 years ago in New York.

      Speaking of which I haven't seen him since he stopped by my apartment, which is great, i don't need him interfering with my life when it's going really great right now. The studio is doing great, I haven't been happier with everything in a long time and Tom, oh Tom. He's everything I could want in someone, he's so nice, genuine and funny, he's super funny. He's always making bad jokes that make me laugh and I don't why because they are such bad jokes. But i really couldn't ask for anyone better in my life, he makes me feel so much brighter. 

      He's not at all how I imagined he wold be because he's an actor, i would imagine him to be a stuck up ass, but he's not like the in the slightest. I wish I would have had him in my life sooner, but I'm just glad I have him now and I hope I have him for a while longer.

      An hour before practice ends, and right when we started to practice after lunch I did a turn and saw Chance walking in through the door as the little bell rang. I told one of the dancing coaches to continue on with them practicing the dances and criticizing each other to make the dances better and all that good stuff so i could talk to him.

      "Oh hey Mimi, i love what you've done with the studio here in L.A ..." I cut him off.

     "Chance what the hell do you want with me, don't you see I don't want anything to do with you, I'm doing fucking amazing without you, so could you leave my studio and leave L.A period."

      "No Mimi, I want you back I can't keep you out of my mind", as he said this he started to reach out to my hands so he could hold them, but before he could reach out for them I pulled them back.

       "Chance, I don't get why, why now. I'm doing great at the studio, I have a great schedule going on here, I'm seeing someone who has a schedule as busy as mine and were both fine with it and we still find time on the weekends to see each other. So even if you do miss me like you say you do, frankly I don't care, it would be the same thing. I'm still super devoted to dance 6 days out of the week so no, leave."

      "Please Mimi, I now understand that I would barely see you than not see you at all ..." I cut him off again.

      "Yes you realize like 2 years later when I'm successful and I'm making something out of myself, no leave" I turned around because I had to get back to work and told me receptionist to show him the door.