Diary of A Wallflower

Chapter 12

(Jade's P.O.V)

When we got back to the house I saw Kian on the couch alone. He had his head in his hands and he seemed upset. I want to sit next to him and tell him whatever has happened will clear up and it'll be ok but I can't. He's a jerk and he needs to stop.

"Jade! Oh my god I'm so sorry!" Kian said and hugged me.

I just stood there. I didn't wrap my arms around Kian or anything. I just stood there and didn't react.

"Please, say something Jade." Kian begged.

"I-I'm going to my room." I said and ran up to my room.

I shut my door and laid in my bed. I closed my eyes and thought of where this all went wrong.

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"She's sleeping." I heard a voice say but I didn't open my eyes.

"She looks so cute when she's asleep." Another voice said.

"Dude she's my sister. That's weird."

So Sam is my room but who's the other person?

"I know but she is. Should we wake her?" the other person said.

"Jade wake up." sam said and shook me.

I groaned and opened my eyes.

"We're all leaving to go to the club. Matt is studying here though so you won't be completely alone. We'll be back soon ok?" Sam said and nodded.

I got up and hugged Sam tightly. Sometimes I get scared when Sam goes to a club because of what happened and sometimes Sam drinks to much and when he comes home he's miserable the next day. I'm worried that he'll try to drive home while drunk.

"I will see you later. Love you." Sam said.

"I love you too bro." I said.

"I'm sorry for earlier. I didn't mean to freak out like that. I wasn't thinking and-" Sam said but I cut him off.

"It's fine. Go have fun." I said with a smile and Sam left.

I walked downstairs to say good bye to all of the boys and hug them. Everyone was here. I hugged everyone but Kian and he looked upset. I can't stand seeing him like this but he needs to learn that it's not ok to call a girl a bitch for no reason. As everyone started walking out the door Kian came over to me. Oh no.

"Can we talk later tomorrow?" Kian asked.

"I don't know. Why don't you call Andrea?" I said and his eyes widened.

"I'm so sorry Jade. Can we please talk tomorrow? I need to explain something to you and talk to you." Kian said and I sighed, then nodded.

Kian left but Matt wasn't here yet. Maybe I'll get sometime alone before Matt comes.

It's already 9 pm and I'm still tired. I went into Sam's room and stole a pair of sweats from him and slipped them on. I took off my shirt since I was wearing a tank top under it and I walked downstairs to put it in the laundry room and saw Matt sitting on the couch. He came over to me

and hugged me and I hugged him back.

"Want to watch a movie?" Matt asked and I nodded.

I picked out Mean Girls and Matt smiled.

"I love this movie." Matt said

"Me too." I replied with a smile and we started watching the movie.

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