Strawberries And Cigarettes ; Snowbaz One Shots

The Art Of Burning

Setting: Begining of 5th year, Watford.
A/N: OooOoommMmmmGggggG I just realized that in Carry On the Roommate Anthem doesn't apply to Baz and Simon becuase they aren't trying to hurt each other. They're doing out of LOVE.

Baz

I don't know how much more I can take of this. Pretending I hate the one I love.

"Why did you close the windows?" Ask Snow glaring at me. He opens them every night and it never ceases to annoy me. I close them in the middle of the night, but this morning, it really pisses him off.

"It was cold and I felt like ticking you off." I spit back. "You're such a prick!" Yells Simon and he shoves me to the ground. He lands on top of me and starts growling.

I can see his eyes clearly in this lit. Blue. That's the only word for it. His fire colored curls around him. His freckles sprinkled around his face glimmering like gold.

"You're such an arse!" He yelled on top of me. He leans closer and I forget how to breathe. "I perfer to be known as a charming gentlemen-"

"Shut up!" He says taking a half heartedly swing at me, but it doesn't matter that he doesn't try, he's glowing with his magic.

And then everything burns.

Simon

I just realize what I've done. "Baz!" I scream. I shake him "Baz!" I say as my voice cracks. He's out. My magic shot through him, but it was to much, and he blanked out.

I start crying on top of him. I want to go get help, but I don't want to leave him.

The door swings open like an alarm. "Hey Simon-" Penny screams."What happened?!" She yells.

"He-my-overflowed-too much-" Penny shakes her head, "What?!" I look down at him, "My magic" I say in a whisper.

"Help us Penny" I beg.

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When we get to the Magickal Infirmary the nurse tells us to go, but I beg to stay with him, and Penny ends up having to drag me away.

We get to my room and she sits on my bed while I lay on Baz's. She looks at me for awhile, like she's deciding what to say.

"Why we're you so upset that you hurt him?" She asks. I look at her, and shrug, "I don't want to hurt people." Penny glares at me. "Bullshit" she says.

I look away, becuase it is. When I saw him off guard, hurt, and vernable, I realized, that I loved him. A lot.

"You-you, have feelings for him don't you?" She asks softly. I nod and start to cry. She comes over to me and holds me as I over flow with tears.

"He's going to hate me forever now", I sob, "What will I do?".

Penny doesn't say anything for awhile, she just squeezes me. "He loves you too Simon, I promise."

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1 week after.

I sit down on the hospital bed where Baz was laying down on. "Hey, Baz" I whisper holding his hand. "I'm sorry, for what I did" I starts rubbing circles in his plam.

"I'm sorry." I cry.

2 weeks after.

"I love you" I whisper into his ear for the millionth time today, and "I miss you".

3 weeks after

I scream and cry on his bed. I've missed all my classes since, that day. I can't eat or sleep or breathe.

"I miss you" I whisper to the Baz-less room.

Then I cry myself to sleep.

4 weeks after.

Crowley is he dead? I can't imagine never getting to tell him what I feel.

I just want to be there when he wakes up.

To tell him I've been waiting.

5 weeks after.

They won't let us vist. Only family, but they haven't showed up.

I need to know he's okay.

I need to hold him, and love him.

I need Baz.

6 weeks after.

They won't tell us anything.

And I'm convinced he's dead.

And I convinced I should be to.

7 weeks after.

I go to the Wavering Woods.

I unseath my sword and hold it to my chest.

"I'm sorry" I whisper.

I pull my sword back a little and get ready to stab myslef.

"I'm so sorry" I sob quietly.

But then a hand pulls the sword back.

"Not on my watch you fucking idiot."

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A/N: tHat cAmE oUt gOoD bRo¡