Sydney Boys

Chapter 8

I woke up still in Ashton's arms, I smiled and tried to wiggle out of his arms, but it was no use.

Suddenly, I realized I had to pee. Cursing, I remembered I had plans with my mama today. I know what you are thinking.. "Why would you call your mom 'mama'?" It's just a thing we do.

But first, I have to wake Ashton up so I could go pee.

"Ash, wake up." I say rubbing his chest to get him up being nice, it was no use his grip only got tighter. My arms began to get trapped between our chests, making it a struggle to try and wake the male human.

"Ashton I-don't-know-your-middle-name Irwin, let me go. I have to pee," I said as poking his face. Finally, he groans and lets go, grumbling something. I don't know what he said, so I ignore it, rolling off the couch.

I went to the bathroom, quickly shower, and changed into some really cute clothes. I might make the boys show me around town or I might just walk around and find everything by myself. I will decide on what to do later.

Walking downstairs, I get something to eat and just grab something small, then went to wake the boys up.

"Ashton, love, wake up." I whispered into his ear.

"I'm waking up," he mumbled back.

"Okay, I will be downstairs. I'm probably gonna go on a walk." I said quietly, placing my hand on his head.

I went into my room and grabbed my back of cigarettes and once again returned downstairs, only to turn outside, and start walking.

It was a while just walking. I couldn't help but look around at my surroundings. I eventually find a little nature area, and it's nice kinda like my place was in Ohio. Minus the warmer weather. Damn it's going to be a hard adjustment.

I sit down and pull out a cigarette and start a smoke, hoping to release some stress. Instead, I crying at the same time. Goddamn I miss my friends, they are my everything. I haven't even talk to Sage or Scorpio. I quickly text Sage and ask her how everything is going. Of course she is sleeping, but that's okay.

After a while, I get a call from Ashton about 30 minutes later and I'm on my second cigarette, finally calming myself down after my little mental breakdown.

"Hey where are you? I woke up and you were gone," he said, his voice sounding rather worried.

"Yeah... sorry, I told you I was going on a walk. I had to think and clear my head." I sniffle, scratching at my forehead awkwardly with the hand that held my cigarette. It was an odd habit of mine.

"Where are you? I'm coming to find you." He replied back, probably can hear that I was crying.

"I'm not sure I'm in the woods by a creek and a small waterfall it's nice." I describe, letting out a sigh as i stare at the water.

"Yeah, I know where you are, that's where I go to smo... chill and calm down." He cut himself off, clearing his throat. "I will be there in five." Then the line went dead.

Was he going to say smoke..? Nah, Ashton doesn't smoke. He doesn't seem like the type, but I didn't seem like I did either.

Then I start thinking about if my best friends are holding together. I'm the glue of them. Oh no I told them that they can't stop being friends I will kick their asses it will happen.

I'm so lost in my thoughts, still smoking I totally forgot Ashton was coming and I didn't even hear him come up to me until he sat down.

"Hey," I said.

"Hey, so you smoke too?" He chuckled nervously.

"Yeah... it's kind of like a calming thing for me" I said back.