gone too far

miss sunflower

sunflower smiles
and happiness files,

never one to forget names
or one to play games.

how much i wish i were you,
just carefree even with much to do.

it's not a choice i would have chosen for me,
to be this person i'm not meant to be.

i want joy - of course - again,
but the big question is - when?

face these problems like a woman,
with some help, i can.

everything that scares me, makes me cower,
but all i want is to bring myself back to miss sunflower.

/ / /

you're real with yourself and i wish i had that.

i miss you and i wish i were you again.