My Songs

Mistakes

Mistakes

(Verse 1)
The voices are clouding up my mind
I thought they were gone
But they were only trying to hide
First I thought there was only one
Ha, what a fool I have become

(Chorus)
Now back to that damn cell I go
My insanity waiting, ready to grow
Should've listened to 'em when I was told
Now all that's left for me is the cold

(Verse 2)
Can't wait for more of them to come
I thought it was bad
But it had only just begun
They're consuming me in "I told you so"s
Cause I didn't wanna listen, I only said no

(Chorus)

(Bridge)
I'm suffocating in my own cry for help
Surrounded by all of their taunts and yells
I've finally lost it, I can't take it anymore
The voices are crushing me, I'm losing the war
You happy now? You finally won
I have nothing else left
What the fuck have I done?

(End)

Published July 25, 2018

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Hey guys, this song is basically about how I never listen to my logical/rational thoughts. I only listen to and act upon my heart, the things I want to do. I don't listen to what I need to. And it's basically my ignorance and refusal to listen to what's right is the cause of my own demise. Me not listening to what I know is right, is what leads to the negative consequences. It's just a way of saying that I did it to myself.  I don't know if you could tell that that's the meaning, but I hope you can.

But yeah sorry it's been a while since I posted, but my songwriting has just slowed down a lot. I just wanna get back into my grind with it but I know it'll take a long ass time. But yeah hope you guys enjoy this one :)