My Songs

Love on Fire

(Verse 1)
When you came back
I couldn't even look you in the eye
I realized it was only another act
You just covered it with euphoric lies
I thought we were real
I thought we were true
You made me feel different
And yet you made me a fool

(Pre-Chorus)
Do you know how much you hurt me?
Do you acknowledge how I feel?
Do you know you took a toll on me?
Do you know that I want us to be real?

(Chorus)
A beautiful work of art,
Is what I thought we had been
It's just so hard to forget your face
And your perfectly toned skin
You had that devilish smirk
The really stupid kind
The type to give girls a heart attack
Over a million times
It's so hard to let go of
Such a beautiful liar
I should forget all the given love
And just set it on fire

(Verse 2)
I should've read between the lines
But I was too busy being there for you
I has told you plenty of times
How much I really did care for you
Do I mean as much as you let on,
Or were the "i miss you"s just a lie?
Did I truly mean something all along?
Or was I just how you got by?

(Pre-Chorus)
Do you even know what you're doing to me?
Do you have a fucking clue?
Is what I am just simply
Another option for you?

(Chorus)

(Bridge)
You know, at this point
I'm done with your shit
I may have a high tolerance
But you destroyed all of it
I could have saved myself from this
Had I left you any sooner
But I couldn't, I loved you too damn much
So I let you use me like a fucking loser

(Chorus)

Published July 29, 2018

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I don't think I've updated this much in such a short amount of time, even though it's only been twice 😂 but like I'll just start talking about the song

So I was going through my notes and found this, and it was like really good so I decided to add onto it, and I kinda ruined it but ya know it's cool. I was continuing it in a fit of anger and hurt which usually helps with writing but the right words and phrases weren't coming out of my mind so I wasn't necessarily thinking straight when I wrote some of these parts. Which is probably some parts don't sound right together or if some lines seem off or too long but I mean it gets the message across (I hope) so Sall good guys. But this was written about someone who is currently in my life and has been since October of 2017, around that time. And like even now that I'm thinking more logically about how I should handle the situation, it's still really hard because I don't ever want to stop talking to him even though I wanna just punch him in the face and yell at him and tell him how he's hurt me. But at the same time I just want to be with him so bad, but at the same time, my heart is physically tired and exhausted from a combination of him and someone else I had in my life this past year. So I'll probably write about that more in another song, hopefully with some better lyrics. But yeah, I hope you like this one too :)