Madi(POV) I woke up to someone walking in. I jumped because of what just happened to me Mo- sorry I forgot M- no I just got scared Mo- do you want to go grocery shopping with me and Cinda. M- um sure I got up and I was in a little pain. I straightened my hair and I put on makeup
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I walked downstairs and I saw my mom making a list M- where's my pill Mo- you don't have to take it M- if I don't want to be depressed yes I do She handed me one and I took it M- how's it suppose to help Mo- helps you sleep better and it will make you cry less M- ok. Mo- Anthony left kinda sad yesterday what happened M- I freaked out on him. He started coming closer and I screamed at him because I was scared Mo- oh are you ready I nodded and we got in my car. She drove to pick up Cindy. We got out of our car and we got in hers. I sat in the back and we drove to the store. C- how are you Madi M- I'm good. I'm just uncomfortable around guys and I get scared easily. C- Anthony understands I told him about the side affects I nodded and we got to the store. We walked in M- I might go to school tomorrow Mo- are you ready M- I think C- do whatever you think is right We got food and then we paid and left. Cindy started driving back. M- are you sure Anthony will understand. That I won't be staying over there at night like I use to do C- just talk to him We got to there house and Anthony's car was home. M- hey Cindy tell Anthony I'll be over later C- you can right now I looked at my mom M- can you wait a few minutes Mo- yeah I'll come in We walked in and I saw Anthony sitting on the couch watching tv M- can I talk to you upstairs He nodded and I followed him up. He closed the door to his room and I opened it a little M- sorry I sat next To him on his bed M- I'm going to tell you some things and I hope you understand He nodded and looked at me and I looked down M- I'm scared around guys so that's why I opened the door when you closed it. I'm also uncomfortable with my body right now so i won't change in front of you and I won't be all lovey yet A- I understand M- thank you and I understand if you don't what to be with me after I tell you this but I'm depressed. I'm starting to take these pills that are supposed to help but I don't know I started crying and he rubbed my back A- it's ok if your depressed. I'm still going to love you no matter what and I'll be there for you M- thank you I stopped crying M- does everyone at school know what happened A- kinda. Me and Tyler kind of yelled at him but I think he told some people and it got out. Why? M- I think I'm going back tomorrow A- I'll pick you up I nodded M- I should go We both stood up and he was leaning in to kiss me but then he stopped and looked away A- right I giggled M- I'm sorry but bye I hugged him and I walked downstairs and he followed. M- are you ready Mo- yeah M- bye Anthony He smiled at me and I smiled back M- bye second parents We left and drove home. We walked in and Tyler walked down T- how are you M- a little sore but I'm going to school tomorrow T- yay but I'll have Anthony by your side 24/7 I giggled and we sat down. Mo- I'll order pizza what kind M- cheese T- pepperoni Mo- I'll get half and half She said while laughing. She ordered it and it came 30 minutes later. We ate and I went upstairs to go to bed. I showered really quick and I got out. I changed into pjs and I then laid down. Anthony FaceTimed me so I answered M- hi A- hi are you ok M- I'm confused right now. Ok so let's use you as an example. If I was sleeping in your bed right now. I would be scared that you would hurt me but if I'm sleeping alone I'm scared someone will come and hurt me A- 1st of all I would never hurt you physically second of all your really confusing We laughed and we continued talking M- ok I'm going to go to bed A- bye M- i love you A- I love you too We hung up and I fell asleep not scared ———————————— Authors Note Read my other book -Vote -Comment -Follow my Anthony account on Instagram: tonys_squad - Follow my Anthony account on Twitter: tonys_squad 860-words
