Sincerely | NCT Yuta

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Here I was, only a few steps away from the school gates. I didn't know why I felt so nervous and nerve wrecked, I'm not usually like this.

Usually, I wouldn't give a damn about anything happening around me and pass my day quickly. However today, I felt so anxious about seeing people, it wasn't like I've never seen people before. It was like I had something or someone to impress and I can't fuck up no matter what.

I couldn't figure out why I was like that.

But more importantly, even more than my current anxiety going on, my mind was brewing up plans on how to avoid meeting Yuta at all costs.

Most people would probably be planning on how to see Yuta as much as possible considering well.

But I didn't want any kinds of drama or interaction with anyone, so I needed to avoid Yuta for the day and hopeful for the year. I wanted to stay away from trouble but I have a feeling that trouble has different plans. I only wanted to study hard, leave this city and then make a living of whatever I have then.

But I have absolutely no idea on how I am going to pull my plans of avoiding attention and also keeping up my grades.

I tried to shake off my worries and tell myself to stop freaking out, it was only the first day of school after all.

I cleared my mind as much as I could before I took a step forward. Just as I was reaching the gates, a familiar voice called out my name, "Younghee!"

I immediately knew who it was and grimaced as I felt someone put their arms around my shoulder.

Goal one: Failed.
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(a/n hi, im back and i owe y'all a hugeeee apology for disappearing for so long. But I'm trying to slowly pick myself back up again after an incident that landed me in the hospital for a long-ass time and also, EXAMS. So I'm really sorry for leaving y'all without chapters for a super long time. Hence, after my exams results are out, I'll pick the book up again and update as much as I can!! Thank you for reading this and have a nice week ahead!)

Much love! ♥