Sincerely | NCT Yuta

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Fuck, this must be a mistake. I must be wrong, this isn't him.

This isn't him. That's right, this probably isn't him.

As hard as I tried to convince myself, I still felt my face drain when the traumatic memories flowed back to me. My mouth went dry as my eye threatened to do the opposite.

"Hey, you alright?" Yuta whispered to me, he must've seen the look on my face.

I snapped out of my thoughts, trying to form words but only managing to mutter, "Brother, my brother."

My thoughts ran wild again as the truth escaped my lips. Everything matches, his looks, his name and his voice. Everything about him was all so familiar yet... distant.

It was as if Life was playing pranks on me, except that it wasn't funny.

It was giving me the best moments of my life, getting my guard down, then striking me back down onto the rock bottoms. The worse part is that I couldn't do anything to protect myself from it.

"Will you be okay?" Yuta brought me back to reality again.

Will I be okay? I have idea what I'm even feeling. Should I be feeling joyous since he's back? Should I be feeling angry since he abandoned me?

The nerves and feelings in me conflicted and wavered as I sunk deeper and deeper into me thoughts once again. I felt myself shaking, my breath heaving and my teeth clenching.

"Hey Younghee, Younghee, Younghee!" Yuta whisper-shouted at me, waving his hands in front of me.

"I think you'd better rest in the infirmary..." He said, concern flashing in his eyes. I didn't bother to go against him and trudged out of the classroom.

"Younghee! Where do you think you're going to?!" I hear Mr Lee call out to me before I shut the door of the room, not giving much care to him.

"Sorry sir..." I mumbled back, knowing very well he couldn't hear me.
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