Sometimes I want there to be so much noise that I can't hear my own thoughts. I want it to be so loud that it finally covers the sounds of my own screams.
Sometimes I want the noise to disappear into a void of nothingness. I want to drown in the silence slowly and let it consume me until nothing remains.
Sometimes I want to hear nothing and everything all at once. I want it to overwhelm me, to take over everything and have full control. Let me hear my thoughts just enough to know they're there, but not enough to understand them.
Sometimes I want things that can never happen.
Sometimes.
