my silence...
maybe silence is my way to keep my longing to him who don't care about my feelings.
love him again mean you're ready to get hurt again because every relationship
will always have thing like hurt, disappointed , and tears.
i will always leave you , because i trust you , you'll never give up fighting for this feeling , and you do surrender
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when i praying , i call your name always when i'm praying
even god bored hearing your name when i was praying and call your name several times
and that hope\pray never gonna work...
praying everyday and hoping everyday i call out your name and i was hurt
go...just go with her , your choice
just leave this memorial for stay with me , and i'll be good
dreaming and hoping with this memories
just so you know...i'm not that kind of person whom search for happines and leave when get bored , i'm not or are you that person?
also thank you for accompanied me joy and sorrow , i know you're change
i wait for you , let it be it's my bussines , how you treat me whatever it's your bussines
i don't mind it , i'll only be waiting and praying to god hoping for it
it's fine how you treat me , every person changed so do you
i hoping for the good for us , of god split we up , what can i do?
praying? , dreaming? , hoping? , waiting? i can do it all
but my fate are unbreakable , nothing can changed it at all
if something happen just let it pass ,
close your eyes ,not all life are colorful only pitch black , if i'm colorblind?
what i see only black or grey? right? , yeah true i'm colorblind
i'll only see grey and black the icon of sorrow , my life
"i'll never stop praying until it comes"
Pray -END
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HOPE - SongFiction
Poetryfor someone healing smile ,even though there is still a wounds deep inside...