HOPE - SongFiction

CHAPTER 6 ( Wake Me )

"wake me...wake me to stop dreaming..."

i've been dreaming\imagine too long

i can't remember what my real world is...

or how i desire more my own world than the real ones

the people and "someone" i build in my imagination when it

comes to bed and sleep time

the fantasies and fiction i make...

everynight different stories

different people , different personality , different place , different face

but all same main character with the same thing with different story

i feel so good... when i got chance don't care what places

i close my eyes and back to my own "world" continuing the story

i played in my mind that haven't finished in my bed...

plot , the story , or how it goes...

is it angst story , or not

i even crying in my sleep and got my chest hurting

because the story that i make overwhelmed me...

i can even sometime put in my mind the story that i like

give it a plot...story...and ending

afterall for what i've thinking

i've become insane and sensitive , imagining or remember the story...

" i wondered if there's someone like me? or am i the only one?"

how i survive...how i spent my 30 minutes

chasing and build the story...

feeling like i'm in the edge of the worlds already...

feeling like i'm in the edge of my "own" worlds too...

they say " you'll feel better when you wake up..."

i say no , i already feel better

i have my eyes wide open , i don't sleepwalking just imagining

"cause you only see what you want to"

no, i can't see what i adore in my whole...

the "person\someone" i've been adore is non-exist anymore

he only a fiction boy that i build..

i'am the mc...and he are the prince...

hey you who read this...i'm scared of what are you thinking

just tell me what you're thinking

is it negative? or opposite ? but please don't drop my world

and my love of my own world...

" play is where you are right to be , and why your world gotta mean so much to you

and its mean nothing to your world , so aware you're not what you're imagine and hearing , and

you'll feel better when you wake up..."

swear to god , i'll wake up , everything and more is different someday

so "you\person" stay you're not gonna leave me , i'm scared you might fall

but looking my back hearing you say...

"you're so much better than in our place"

Wake Me -END