" you're so much better than that "
after i took one step from that door
a door full of brighter light than
gray in my world
it feels great but i feel sorrow left you at this moment
"how you gonna live without me? answer me? a brighter light doesn't mean you'll happy forever but if you do
is it mean there is no another emotion? gray? black?or white\light?
are you that desperate for happiness so that you wanna live with happiness
every second , hour , years? don't say you want to"
"a brighter light doesn't make you better
when you live with happynes and joy everyday and starting to numb\paralyzing
for sorrow or another emotions , that's horrible..."
"lets have both of them..."
however stand in your side already make me desperate for happiness
my peaceful or joy time aren't enough
the beside that sorrow and depressed time are over taking me
i'll prefer a brighter light...
i'm sorry i don't agree with you
i wish i could stay in this world for awhile , but i can't
i have to wake up , live in reality instead a imagination world of mine
this world mean so much to you , but they mean nothing to me
" you can only say what you see
your eyes are perfectly closed , a whole black sight are what you see
think more , that's why you are so desperate for light
don't get me wrong it's a fact..."
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hey you\he , i'm not gonna forget you forever my dream...
who said you're 1 in a 10.000.000.00 ? you are more better than that
things will better in brighter light
when i step on that door
don't ever forget me , remember me forever
i've been watching you changing when i stand i front of that door
we're so different ;)
but thats different make you special to me
when night time comes
i apologize for not appear in that "world"
you'll only watch me when i sleep i apologize for that...
because in the dream of you will reincarnate in reality
the prologue you...are in reality
now this are the epilogue you...in dream
but i'll start with the prologue you again
i'm waiting for that moment...
"so the 2nd prologue me are more better than that"
YOU ARE READING
HOPE - SongFiction
Poetryfor someone healing smile ,even though there is still a wounds deep inside...