I hear a mock in my ear everyday and it hurts me so bad, more like a satan whisper
But it's coming from my family mouth...
"my family mouth"...Small mistake got caught that's mean all your worst past will get spoke to
others people word, when the "satan whisper" speech my anxiety raise as well , i can't control
my mind and my body , what can i do in this situation? cry for help or scream? no my voice won't
come out , i surrender and let it be like that until i fall asleep wait for tomorrow , i languish in my
room upstairs in silence i hear a whisper my anxious won't accept that , i cover my ear and pretend that i don't hear it at all ,
i start thinking deaf people are so lucky because they doesn't/don't hear any whisper that'll
make their confident low or down , i remember that pain when that mock stabbing me so hard
very sore in my feelings and my chest hey you... do you ever feel like there is something gone/missing part of yourself? yes the old you
, the smile you , the innocent you , the happy you , the positive you and last, the loved you
for me at that time it was really fun and lovely , i miss that time , growing up suck , you start to
feel the real sorrow , lost , depressed , stressed , and numb , i miss my childhood , exactly
everyone miss the childhood time , because they are still a innocent and happy girl before
understanding the real sorrow , pain can change people
family and people sight change 360 degree when you start growing up and become a teenager , i
know it's normal but teen zone are the worst time for people who have a rude and mean people
around them , they start to negative thinking and discover some ill which is the hardest and
worst thing , you stuck between live or die in teenage time
" i become so numb"
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HOPE - SongFiction
Poesiafor someone healing smile ,even though there is still a wounds deep inside...
