there is that time , when i'm alone
my skin feels the cold piercing wind
as if it the blue dark sky , a pitch black cloud
i had nowhere to go and there's no place for me to call home
i closed my eyes ,
then after that i can feel that i'm away for reality
i reach a world called "neverland"
i never felt that warm and lovely in neverland...it's like home
my first home...in neverland i met "him"
my first love ever in neverland , another story...
just me and him , another background just me and him
it is really lovely :)
back to reality , it's really the opposite of neverland...
depressed , i'am sueffered from abuse and anxiety
i hate myself in reality , when i hate myself and everything
i closed my eyes , passing the green , magenta , and blue clouds , and reach neverland...
everything that went in reality suddenly neverland makes me forget it
"i wish i could stop time" and breeze at this moment
i want to stay and live in neverland forever ever and don't want to wake up
i don't want to open my eyes , i wish...
i thought about that for a while , neverland has a gray background
beside that reality are black , where's white?
where is the happiest land/world?
i'm wondering for a long time...
then that brighter door showing up
all white , the white what are i been adore for a long time
i took a step...
but "him" stood back and lecturing me to not step on that door
but i get the fact that he are wrong
the white what i've been want and crave for my lifetime
is coming and i don't wanna miss a single chance
"him" starting to scream and told me to not to
but i don't care...i'm in that land full of light
10 seconds after that i feel so cold , my body hurt , i hear someone scream
i thought it's "him" who are screaming but it's not...
my clothes filled with blood , and i'm flying in the air with the blue cloud
the pain and sore in my body go away
and all my sight are black , i see "him" and "he" say
"you look happier and much better in neverland and reality now...my angel"
i say "thanks to that door" , the door of freeland\heaven....
END
"TIME TRY TO STOP ONE , COLD NIGHT IN JUNE
SOMEHOW I KNEW YOU , KEPT ON DANCING THROUGH
AND YOU JUMPED ON A FLIGHT IN THE DARKEST OF BLUE
TOOK A TRIP TO PARADISE
THROUGH THE STARS AND BACK OVER THE MOON
ONE DAY WE'LL MEET UP IN THE CLOUDS
NO ONE I KNEW STOOD , HALF AS BRIGHT AS YOU
BUT NOW YOU SHINE ON A PERFECT AVENUE
A LIGHT THAT YOU LEFT IT HELPS ME TO SEE
A WAY THROUGH ALL THE BITTERNESS
A WAY TO WHO I REALLY WANT TO BE
SOME NIGHTS I STILL HEAR YOUR WHISPER
AND YOUR MEMORIES THEY HANG LIKE A PICTURE
SOME NIGHTS I STILL SEE YOUR SMILE."
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HOPE - SongFiction
Poetryfor someone healing smile ,even though there is still a wounds deep inside...
