The Dauntless

'So,my love keep on running'

AN:Here you have a picture of an amazing model Stefanos Milatos,in this story portrayed by,Gin Nova.Enjoy!

Why was my heart pumping so loud in my ears?I think my heart is about to jump out of my chest.I feel like a complete stranger in my own body,so far away from myself.

It felt as if I was watching the other me,the real me do everything,and I couldn't do anything to stop her.I hated to be an observer.I didn't want that,maybe my subconcioussness was being a bitch and doing everything in her power to defeat my psychological system.

Was it drugs?I never knew.How can I know for fucks sake I'm high.

The music pumped and G-Eazy's and Post Malones' ''For You'' was playing and I did everything but stand still.The club was full and even with the large terasse and the mesmerizing sky hovering over it,the fog that cigarettes and everything else people were smoking made was still present.

I'm drownin' in the ocean,just stay right where you are,and don't come any closer..

I'm just gon' handle mine and just maintain composure.

I watched carefully over the people that moved,danced,their bodies came alive with supstances that made them dead inside their minds..but they didn't know that.

All they needed to know was happening.Sex,drugs,booze,smokes,music,strangers.It was strange how I could see them dying slowly through their eyes,hiding someplace else,somewhere unknown.

Somewhere safe.

Am I running from myself.Is everyone running.Is this the track?If so,I found myself  stuck here.

I moved my hair off my shoulders and let it fall comfortably down my back.My long blonde hair.I loved my hair.My father loved my hair and that made me wish I cut it.All of it.

I don't hate him,I..I don't wanna be a person that lives and feeds of memories.This club,this air around me,the atmosphere,the smell of that stranger that I danced with that still lingered slowly in my nose and climbed it's way into my brain intoxicating me..It's all gonna be in the past.I have lived enough in past.

I felt someone grab my waist.I finally focused on the stranger in front of me.He wasn't buff or muscular,he was pretty skiny,he wore a fedora hat and a white t-shirt and some ripped jeans.He had a cute pointy little nose and honey brown eyes.He was taller than me.He smirked and I smiled,I had a feeling he was easy-going and easy to talk to,nothing like the intimidating stranger I danced with an hour ago.I don't even remember where he went.

''Wanna get out of here?'' the stranger leaned his head against my ear and my head,his smell overcoming my senses.My eyes closed unintentionally.

I nodded my head and quickly glanced over to Alex and Lana who were sitting by our table smiling and laughing to something Mikey said.I caught Alexs' look and waved as I started walking towards the door while Honey eyes held my hand tightly dragging me slowly with him.

Cause' when I'm alone with you,I tend to keep changin' my mind..  

Two Feets' song was on and I felt my head start to fall back.The melody pushed me.Pushed me deep into my mind.

''Woah,woah,woah,what's going on?You okay?'' His arms wrapped around my body as he lifted all my weight off the floor and carried me.I put my head against his chest taking in his scent as my eyes closed dangerously.I felt my heartbeat slow down.I don't know how,I don't know why.

My head clouded with thoughts as I imagined his eyes.The guy I danced with lingered in front of my eyes appearing as if on a canvas.He was walking,smoking,smiling.His smile bigger than any problem ever could be.I felt my left arm start to shake and my throat close up.I started to choke.I choked on what?Air,water,some kind of fluid.