psychotic • jin

part 9

<seokjin>

"I think we are both really fucking crazy..." Jin mumbles to himself in his office, the confusion of this whole situation is hurting him

"what am I going to do? I can't feel like this, it's weird. ."

" How would we tell our love story, "Oh I'm married to a used - to - be - psycho and I was her therapist and it just went on from there!" Jins voice gradually got louder as he finished his sentence.

"Maybe i should be locked up too"
Jin chuckles at his own statement, resting his sweaty forehead on his hands as his desk lamp shines painfully bright onto his hairline

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You wake up multiple times in your slumber, never really being able to properly go to sleep and stay asleep.

"Fucking Christ,  I'll just stay up then"
You say, it is currently 5:33 am and the sun is just peaking over the mountains outside your small window

you start thinking hard about the situation you are in right now, and more you think the worse the thoughts get

You're going to be stuck here forever, there is no release for you, and there is no release for anyone. You will stay trapped here, they will keep you forever, until death invites you to their party.

Then it's kicking and screaming, punching walls and banging on the metal door, so loud the vibrations hurt your eardrums.

But you keep going

"LET ME OUT!!! SOMEONE LET ME OUT!! OR YOU SHALL ALL ROT IN HELL LIKE THE REST OF US!!"

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Then all the sudden, Seokjin is shot awake from sleeping on his desk all night long. He immediately gets up and runs towards the screaming and crying.

"Oh god, it's (y/n).." he whispers faintly to himself

When jin comes to a hault at your door he is struggling to scramble through keys, and as he swings the door open,  you scram out, running for your life and some sort of relief from this shithole.

"Y/N!! STOP!!" He screams, running after you.

After you can't run anymore you fallonto your knees and break down, sobbing.

As jin catches up to you he kneels in front of you only to wrap his arms around you securely

And then everything stops when he sings
"괜찮아 자 하나 둘 셋 하면 잊어
슬픈 기억 모두 지워
내 손을 잡고 웃어..."

Slowly your sobs start to ease

Seokjin pulls you away and looks at you with worry

"Y/n... are you okay?"

You nod while rubbing your sniffling and runny nose.

"Let's go back, okay?"

"No Dr. Seokjin- please don't make me go ba-"

"Not there, we will revisit that place when you are ready"

"Okay. ."

Jin wraps an arm around your shoulder and leads you to a room that has the exact shape of your room, boxy,  but it is much bigger and brighter.

But It has cushion, EVERY WHERE.

"what is this?"

"Your room for now"

'Really?"

"Yes, and you will only be getting fed by me, you don't eat well and I think you need more nutritional value and vitamins in you"

"Okay"

"Let's start today's meet up in a fresh new room shall we?"

"Okay.."

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