" 난 달라졌을까 다른 길을 택했다면 멈춰서 뒤돌아봤다면
Oh hey ya, hey ya
난 뭘 보게 될까 이 길에 끝에서 니가 서있을 그곳에
Oh hey ya, hey ya~"
He sings peacefully in front of you as you cling onto him, creating crinkles in his white coat from your finger nails.
After he's done, he waits a minute before pulling away and looking at you sincerely
"Are you okay now?"
You nod, wiping your now bloodshot eyes that are red and puffy from crying.
"Would you like to start now?"
"Yes"
"Okay, so let's see...."
Jin thinks for a hard minute
"Can you tell me what goes on in your head on a daily basis?"
There's a long pause
What do you think about all day?
"You"
Jins eyes widen
"R-really?"
"You... and.. how everybody here deserves to rot in hell.."
Jins eyes go back to normal at the sound of "rot in hell" as he fixes his tie
"Okay... "
he clears his throat and thinks for a minute
"is there anything that helps you not think about that?"
"Your voice"
you reply immediately
"really..?...okay.."
"there is no possible way I can sing 24/7 for you, but there has to be a way you can..just..like..get a dose of it.. let's say every 2 or 3 hours?"
"How are we going to do that?"
You question
"I can always record myself singing for you, and I will have you listen to it with earbuds, or none at all, whichever you prefer"
"that might help.."
"would you like to give it a try (y/n)?"
Jin questions you and leans down to meet your gaze that is on the floor
"Yes, please"
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psychotic • jin
FanfictionHi I'm (y/n) people think I'm crazy, well actually I AM crazy until I heard him it's the only thing that makes me sane I need him I want him seokjin please stay release me please • vulgar language, blood and self harm•
