psychotic • jin

Part 12

Jin hands her a phone

"i spent all night recording myself, there is 17 songs on there for you to listen to, you can only listen to me on that phone, everything else you do will be blocked by me"

You nod, taking the earbuds and the phone he has outstretched to you, putting them in immediately

Jin sighs and stuffs his hands in his pockets, watching you carefully as you plug in the earbuds into the phone and stuff them into your ears

You turn on the recording and feel your tensed muscles loosen once again

"Is that okay?"

You can hear him through his recording (because you dont have airpods)

You look up at him and smile, tears forming in your eyes

"yes"

Jin smiles with relief and brings you into a big hug, he smells great and you feel safe

This is so different to all the other therapists before.

But when you look up at him, you do something that you thought you could never do

You lean up and kiss him on the cheek, without thinking. He stands there wide-eyed, it takes him a minute to process what happened before he speaks, just barely muttering out words

"yo- i cant-"

You, on the other hand, feel ashamed and embarrassed

"Oh my god, im sorry- i didnt know- i know im not supposed to do that- i didnt mean t-"

"stop" Jin mutters

You back away from him in shame, taking the earbuds out and dropping the phone on the floor

Jin steps over the phone, walking towards you until he grabs your face gently, his thumbs barely scraping your cheeks

"What im about to do, could get me fired, and im probably going fucking insane,but i dont give a fuck"

And with that he places his lips onto your, softly, it is sweet and slow, and you tense up the slightest bit before relaxing again and closing your eyes as you place your hands on top of his on your face.