Backstory

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Jimin's POV

I've been working all day with Namjoon and finally was able to go to bed. I took a shower and got in my pajamas. I laid in bed but couldn't fall asleep. 

Does she really not like me? I thought everyone was suppose to love their mate.

All I wanted right now was to see her face but she probably did not want to see mine. 

My heart started aching, I didn't know whether it was me or my wolf.

A tear slipped down my face as I thought

Why, why don't you want me?

Why am I so weak when it comes to you?

Rebecca's POV

It was night time and sadly Hailey had to go. I Became sad because I didn't know when the next time I would see her would be. 

I laid in bed frustrated about so many things. First I wondered how I'm going to tell my pack we are in a war; Second, I don't know if I will loose any of my pack members which would make me feel like the worst alpha out there; Third, I couldn't stop thinking about Jimin.

I know deep down Hailey is right. It's just I can't take another heartbreak. I can't take my heart being ripped to shreds again. I watched my parents die in front of me, I don't want to loose anyone anymore.

About 10 years ago my pack was in a fight with another and not a lot of people survived. When the fight was over, more than half of our pack was wiped out, including my parents (Alpha and Luna of the pack) and many warriors.

I couldn't take it watching everyone sulk over the fight we lost. I felt it deep down, that I knew I was an alpha, quite strange since I was a female but it felt right. I then announced that I would become alpha and if anyone had any problems with that to face me.

Some faces began to smile while others looked confused. I wasn't going to let this pack fall apart. That is when Jackson stood up and came up to me. He bowed his head in respect as everybody else followed his action. 

They all accepted me and I wouldn't let them down. From that moment Jackson became my Beta and the pack grew from there. Once in a while we would take in wolves who had been badly hurt or left behind from their pack because they were "too weak"

Nobody is too weak, they just have to work for their strength.

After remembering everything from the past I sighed.

I don't want a mate, I'm perfectly fine without one

I can't loose anybody again

 I finally closed my eyes and went to sleep.

A/N: Well look what we got here, a backstory. Also sorry for making Jimin seem so sad in the beginning!

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