10 Months

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Jimin's POV

*Time skip 10 months into the future*

"So much happened today, I met a cute guy and I think he might be my mate! I know I won't know till I'm at least 18 but I have a good feeling!" Daisy said cheerfully to Rebecca's unresponsive body.

I chuckled at how cute she is.

Since the fight, Pack Bangtan took in Pack Crimson Fangs and they're already rebuilding a new pack house near Bangtan.

"I miss you" She sighed out to Rebecca then looked at me.

"I told her not to get killed and she's done this!" She says gesturing to her.

"I just miss her so much" She said with her voice cracking.

I pulled her into a hug as I felt my shirt getting wet.

I wanted to cry so bad but I need to be strong for Daisy, at least now that is.

"I miss her too Daisy I miss her too" I told her patting down her hair.

Since Rebecca's coma, Daisy and I have gotten close as we both visit her as much as we can.

"I told her not to be brave and to run but that is what makes Rebecca special. Never will she ever listen to someone unless she thinks it's a good idea and never will she ever leave someone behind" I said starting to get weaker.

"I just wish that it could be me instead of her" I said as a tear slipped out.

Dammit Rebecca I love you so much why can't you just wake up

My thoughts got interrupted as there was a knock on the door.

"Got room for one more?" Hailey asked with a sad smile.

I got to meet Hailey which who is Rebecca's best friend.

"Of course" I said giving her a smile in return, well, an attempt of a smile.

"Jimin we need to talk" Hailey straight up said.

"Yes?" I asked in return.

Hailey then turned towards Daisy giving her a look.

"Please I'll be quiet" She pleaded but to no avail as Hailey shook her head.

Daisy then left the room as it was just silent between the both of us.

"Jimin look at yourself, your not healthy. When was the last time you ate or took a nap or hell, even took a shower cause you stink" She said and I looked down.

"It's just-" I started to say before getting interrupted.

"I don't want to hear it because I already know what your going to tell me" She said and I pouted.

"Then why did you ask?" I asked her.

"Oh well oops... hehe..... well what I'm trying to say to you is that you NEED to take care of yourself. Don't you think Rebecca would want you to be healthy? I know she's been asleep for a long time. She's my best friend and I miss her so much. I know she's your mate and I know it's killing you but when Rebecca wakes up do you want her to be happy seeing your face or worried of how unhealthy you are?" She stated.

"I'm only telling you this because it needs to be said. Since everything has happened I've grown close to you as a friend and as a friend I know your hurting and I know you keep it to yourself. You can see it, you can see the eye bags and how the energy is just taken out of you but you have your own responsibilities and own self-health that you need to take care of so promise me that you'll start to take care of yourself more and go to someone if you need help" Hailey then said.

I then started crying, crying so hard.

"I-I haven't been eating recently nor sleeping, I just can't. I can't when I have no idea what's going to happen to my mate. I love her so much that it hurts my heart and I feel like I'm dying. When I try to sleep I can't and when I try to eat the food doesn't stay down and I don't know what to do" I sobbed out to her.

"Shhh it's okay I'm here we will figure this out together" She said patting my back but the tears wouldn't stop flowing.

"IT"S NOT OKAY!" I shouted standing up.

"You don't know what it's like to wonder if your mate is going to die or not. Not being able to talk to them for a solid 10 months, not being able to have conversations with them and having them tell you everything's going to be okay when it's really not and It hurts so bad that part of me wishes to die if she doesn't make it because I can't live without her and I won't live without her!" I cried more and more.

There sat the two of us as I couldn't stop crying as she rubbed my back.

"It's so hard" I cried out.

"I try to be strong I really do but it gets hard sometimes to the point that I just- I just don't know what to do" I continued to cry out.

"Jimin your one of the strongest people I know and it's okay to let it all out, you've been strong for way too long but it doesn't mean your one strong ounce less" She said and I gave her a sad smile.

"I'll try to be more healthy because I need to be healthy for her" I said glancing at Rebecca.

Man is she beautiful, her long brown wavy hair that is now down to her waist and the peaceful look on her face. Everything feels right when looking at her. I feel like I could conquer the world just seeing a glance of her face.

"Yes! Now c'mon lets eat lunch, I make some killer sandwiches!" She shouted and a small smile appeared on my face.

"Okay" was all that could come out.

Before leaving the room I took one last glance at Rebecca

"I love you" I said before being dragged out by Hailey.

A/N: Omg this book is nearly finished and I'm not ready. I hope everyone had a great holiday and is happy and well ❤

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