"I've known Sam for a very long time, almost forever and we've been bestfriends for 14 years. He was the funnist person I've ever met. We've been dating for the last 2 years. He always told me he would love me till the day he died, which he did, and it was way to early. He told me that in the future he wanted to get married and start a family. He was my everything, my forever, and my always. He told me I loved him because he was weird and he made me smile, but there was way more than just that. I never wanted to let him go. And I never will. He will forever hold a very specail place in my heart. I'll forever regret the last words I said to him. I never did get to say good-bye or that I loved him. The last words I said is that I hated him and he was retarted. But the truth is I didn't hate him, and he wasn't retarted he was very intelligent. And for that I'm very sorry. R.I.P. I can't help but think this is my fault, but it was truely, an accident."
