Failure
Embarrassment
Shame
Hate
Pain
Paralyzed
Weakness
Blood
Pain...oh the pain... the physical and mental pain in my body. This was a new found pain that my entire body was experiencing, so much more painful than the loss of my parents.
Smirking...I want to taste that mans blood. Oh how I want my teeth to sink in that aged skin of his and rip every last muscle apart. My rage would've been unleashed on him if it wasn't for the way my body currently would not respond.
How did it come to this? I ask myself as chants fill the air of my unworthiness. They all stand before me in a circle, chanting, screaming to the moon that has forsaken me. Or have I forsaken myself? Was this my Punishment for denying my birthright? Was this all my fault? If I hadn't been so selfish would I really be in this situation right now?
"Unworthy!"
"You bring shame to this pack! Alpha Eric should've just killed you when you were still just a pup!"
"This is why female Alphas are looked down on. Because of ones like you."
Maybe my father should've disposed of me...the child that was a disappointment. I wasn't naive enough to not notice the shame I brought my parents...but they had hope in me. Everyone did.
"How did it get like this. Where did the moon go wrong with me" I ask myself as today's events replay through my mind once more as my beaten body stays in a crumbled mess on the cold ground as one by one bodies start to leave from my scorning, a few even spitting at me.
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"Oh Anya...Anya, Anya. My sweet, stupid niece. Still so young, but yet not nearly as intelligent as my brother, Eric. And you Derek? A great beta like yourself should've used that big head of yours to make better judgements. And here my brother always talked high of you..."
I watched as Derek's clenched his fist at my uncles insult, the blacks of his eyes seeming to only become a dark void, teeth grinding. I felt frozen. " You leave her out of this Elliot! She's just a child! She's gone through enough already!" I felt a tremble course through my spine as Derek made his way to stand in front of me. Was this it? Was this the end for me? I honestly didn't know...
Scoffing, my uncle rolled his eyes and started laughing. It was The kind of laugh that you let out when you've lost all reasoning; when you've gone insane. "Gone through enough?! Give me a break! Someone like her who was a whole ass disappointment to this crappy little pack of my brothers hadn't gone through nearly enough like she should've. The people of this pack can't wait to have you out of this pack. Hell I would to if my next in line alpha couldn't even pick up on all the scents around this area and because of that you're now surrounded." Slowly I let my eyes scan my surroundings. All around Derek and I were ferocious beast, senses lost to the wild, lost to the insane leader that they claimed as their alpha. Rouges. If there was a way out of this I must've been blind.
Not even the weather was on my side today...
A inhuman snark escaped
A/N still working on this chapter
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مستذئب(Originally called Rapture...lol) "Well, well who would've thought I'd find you like this, Anya" Anya Parks is the most infamous rogue known across the globe and she always knew there was something odd about the Crimson Moon pack. She just wasn't pr...
