Ishra SS- Lust or Love?

CHAPTER 4

Next day, Raman as usual went early for his office but today Ishita was not in a state to work so she takes an off and spend her whole day with Ruhi as only ruhi is a solace in her life now.
In evening, Raman went to the hotel room but Ishita didn't arrived yet. He takes his phone to call her but realised he has not taken her contact details yet. So he decided to wait for her and after some 15 minutes she arrived. Both greet each other and immediately after that he grabbed her by waist and claimed her lips but she didn't responded. He left her and saw her crying and asked what happened Ishita? Did I hurt you?
I- No Raman but I can't continue this when I know I can't satisfy you
R-he was stunned to hear this and said ishita if you don't want to continue this, it's completely fine with me but never said you can't satisfy me
I- looked into his eyes and said toh aapne mujhe kyu bola ki I was not good in s*x
R- Mene tumhe yeh kabhi nahi bola Ishita, may be you taken my words in wrong way. I told you all that because you didn't enjoyed at our first day of this relationship but on second day you improved, you were trying to enjoy our relationship. But you taken my words in a wrong direction that you are lacking in giving pleasure to me. Now it's upto you that you want to continue this or not
I- she wiped her tears and asked innocently, you are not lying na Raman?
R- why I will ishita.. acha tumse ek baat puchu
I- puchiye
R- Subbu kaun hai?
I- (shocked) I don't want to talk about him
R- Ishita I know you are always concious about yourself and your body, and it is definitely related to that Subbu. You submit yourself to me, that means their is atleast some trust between us.
I- looked at him with moist eyes
R-will you share your pain with me?
I- she nodded in yes

Ps- Next update will reveal how and why Ishita is concious about herself. So stay tuned and kindly vote(just don't read only)