Ishra SS- Lust or Love?

CHAPTER 8

Next day, Ishita is handling Ruhi as usual making her drink milk. After making her tummy full, she carry her in arms to give Ruhi to Toshi. She was going to enter into bhallas' house,when she heard Toshi and pammi conversation.
T- arey pammi koi achi si ladki tere Nazar mein ho to bta, ab mere bhi Umar ho rhi hai main kab tak sab sambhalugi
P- tu chinta matt kar Toshi, mere Nazar mein ek bahut Soni kudi hai. Mere Bua ki poti hai Pooja, tu kahe to baat chalau
T- yeh koi puchne ki baat hai, tu baat chala
This conversation makes Ishita shattered, she is not able to believe what she heard. Meanwhile, Toshi saw Ishita standing at the entrance and she takes Ruhi from her. Ishita didn't wait a second and ran towards her house.
She locked her room, her back is touching the door and sat down on the floor and cried her heart out. She was crying continuously not able to understand why she is crying.

Ishita's POV
I already knew what relationship I and Raman shared, he had never promised me a life together. Now I am scared with just a thought that Raman and Ruhi would get separated from me.I don't have any right to claim them even I can't tell Raman that I love him because no one will accept a barren woman. But Raman has a right to move forward and be happy in his life.
She wiped her tears and goes to her clinic.

In evening,
Both Ishra entered into the hotel room and Raman hugged her tightly
R- ishita i am so happy, I got a biggest deal of my life
I- congratulations raman, toh party kaha de rhe hai. She is trying to hide her sadness from him
R- naughtily, celebration ki shuruwaat tumse hi karta hu and move towards her
Ishita keeps her hand on his chest to maintain the distance.
I- we shouldn't continue our this relationship now
R- confused, kya hua Ishita
I- Mene aunty ki baat suni wo aapke liye rishta dhund Rahi hai, ab hum ek sath aise.. I mean phele ki baat aur thi but ab main nahi chahti ki hamare iss relationship se aapke Rishtey mein koi problem ho
R- laughed and said maa ki baat Ko seriously Matt Liya karo. Unhe khud pta hai main shaadi kabhi nahi karuga, Ruhi Ko mera pyaar kaafi hai aur ab to tum bhi ho. Ho na?
I- looked into his eyes and said main hamesha hoon Raman. Par aisa kab tak chalega, aapko kisi ki zarurat toh padege na puri life akele toh nahi bita sakte
R- tum ho na mere saath hamesha, atleast jab tak tumhe koi pyaar karne wala nahi milta tab tak toh mere saath ho naa, Mere liye itna hi kaafi hai
I- looked into his eyes and thought Kaash main aapko bta paati woh pyaar karne wala mujhe mil Gaya hai par uska pyaar mere nasib mein nahi hai
He lifts her in his arms making her come out of her thought. She knew they can't be together forever but she just want to live all the moments with him until she get separated from him. Raman laid her on the bed and both lost in the pool of passion and pleasure. And this time a feeling of love is also involved atleast from Ishita's side

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