Ishra SS- Lust or Love?

CHAPTER 11

After Ishita left, frustrated Raman sat down on the sofa.

Raman's POV
Why I am getting affected that she is guilty of giving her virginity to me. She is just a random woman who came across my path just to have s*x pleasure. How dare she slapped me, she also uses me for her physical needs and now giving a thought of giving herself to me. Now, I will never meet her nor let her meet my daughter.

With that thought, he get back to his bedroom to sleep with Ruhi but sleep was far away from his eyes. The moment he closed his eyes, all happy moment spend with her flashes in front of his eyes.

Raman's POV
Why she is not letting me sleep?? Why I am remembering the time spent with her?? Is she more than a "S*X PARTNER" to me???
No.. Noo.. I can't repeat the mistake of loving someone. I can't bear the pain of love again. I have to make myself understand that she is just a lust for me not love. He frustratedly, throw the flower pot near his bed making ruhi scare. He felt guilty of making Ruhi scared and immediately take her into his arms and trying to make her sleep again.

On the other side, Ishita was crying bitterly remembering Raman's words that she gave him signs to sleep with him.

Ishita's POV
Does he feel like I am some slut who can sleep with anyone for s*x. But he is also not wrong, how can I agree to sleep with him just to show myself that I can pleasure a man atleast. Cheeee... How can I did this. Moreover, what will I do now.. I love this man and his daughter but I can't claim them. He even told me not to show my face to them. Would I able to survive without them??? But I can't force him to be with me. For him, I am just a body to over whom he can lust not love.
With all this thought, she realised that it's morning now,she got up from her place to get ready for the clinic.

Morning,9 am

In Bhalla house, Toshi has returned from Chandigarh. She told Raman that she is too tired from traveling so she is giving Ruhi for handling to Ishita for sometime. Raman got angry and told, maa there is no need of giving my daughter to anyone if you can't handle her now, then I am taking a leave today also. With that he takes Ruhi from Toshi and left for his room. Toshi was shocked with his reaction as he never stopped Ruhi from meeting Ishita.

Ishita's house
She is in a hope that may be Toshi will bring Ruhi to her as usual as she had seen Toshi in early morning incompound but it is too late now. she is getting late for her clinic also but her mind is on Ruhi only as she has a habit of seeing her little angel👼 daily. But she can't exercise any right on ruhi, she wiped her tears and left for her clinic.

On the other side, Ruhi also starts getting cranky as she has also the habit of being in Ishita's loving arms. But her papa is still in his ego who wants to suppress his love behind his ego and anger.

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